Monday, December 27, 2010

I have been looking for this chart... for a while

It may not mean nothing to ya'll... but undestand that these numbers and their Christian meaning is something that I have been looking for a Looooooooooooooooong time. If it helps you AWESOME... if it doesn't... C'est L'vie... Oh well...


No. Meaning
1 Unity; New beginnings
2 Union; Division; Witnessing
3 Divine completeness and perfection
4 Creation; The world; Creative works
5 Grace; God's goodness; Pentateuch (first five books)
6 Weakness of man; Manifestation of sin ; Evils of Satan
7 Resurrection; Spiritual completeness; Fathers perfection
8 New birth; New beginnings
9 Fruit of the spirit; Divine completeness from the Father
10 Testimony; Law and responsibility
11 Disorder and judgement
12 Governmental perfection
13 Apostasy; depravity and rebellion
14 Deliverance; Salvation
15 Rest
16 Love
17 Victory
18 Bondage
19 Faith
20 Redemption
21 Exceeding sinfulness of sin
22 Light
23 Death
24 The Priesthood
25 Repentance; The forgiveness of sins
26 The Gospel of Christ
27 Preaching of the Gospel
28 Eternal life
29 Departure
30 Blood of Christ; Dedication
31 Offspring
32 Covenant
33 Promise
34 Naming of a son
35 Hope
36 Enemy
37 The word of our Father
38 Slavery
39 Disease
40 Trials; Probation; Testings
42 Israel's oppression; First advent
44 Judgement of the World
45 Preservation
50 Holy Spirit; Pentecost
60 Pride
66 Idol worship
70 Punishment and restoration of Israel; Universality
100 Election; Children of the promise
119 Spiritual perfection and victory 7*17=119
120 Divine period of probation
144 The Spirit guided life
200 Insufficiency
600 Warfare
666 Antichrist
777 Christ
888 Holy Spirit; The sum of Tree of Life
1000 Divine completeness and Fathers glory
4000 Salvation of the world through the blood of the Lamb ( Those who chose between Christ and Antichrist)
6000 Deception of Antichrist; Second advent
7000 Final judgement; Zadok
144,000 Those numbered of Israel

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

From: JLH --> Tuesday 12/14/2010 @12:22 PM

Hello and Good Afternooon Miss Smith,

This morning when I wokeup, the Lord said to me, "my son, I will cause a deep sleep to come over you. I will take a rib from you and form a women out of it. The two of you shall be one twain. She will be your helpmeet. You will have dominion over all the earth and over all the fish in the sea, so be fruitful and multiply and replenish the earth. The woman you are with shall be your wife and the two of you shall be blessed whereever you shall go. Always remember to put me, the Lord your God, first in everything you do and no good thing will be with held from you." This is what I feel in my heart and I know in my spirit is true.

Tina, I Love You

Have A Good Day Baby, See You Soon

Monday, December 20, 2010

The Aftermath

It is the day after the Christmas program at my church.

This is definitely the start of my NEW life. Since I've last written to you, dear blog, I have met the man of my dreams and the man in my life JLH... I'll write his initials because that is all that strangers need to know... I believe in every ounce of my being that he is THE ONE. However, i digress... i am all about the Christmas program at my church.

Veronica was ABSOLUTELY AWESOME.

She performed her speech as the call to worship. Isaiah Chapter 9 verses 6 and 7. I was so proud of her. She was not nervous at all, but I was. I am so happy and blessed to be her mommy. I will be getting married next year and I will be a better all around person... nt because of the marriage, but because God is placing the resources in my life that HE will help me to follow through on what HE wants and NEEDS me to do. Thank You Lord.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

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30% Indie
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74% Cerebral
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Sunday, August 8, 2010

You should have seen Veronica... She modeled her dress... Got in the pulpit and started singing rocket star.

Friday, August 6, 2010

I feel like life is passing me by... Lord, please help me... I need you and i need to clean my house
Well... A new school year is approaching... And i'm another year older... But what do i have spiritually... To show

Monday, August 2, 2010

Well... I just got a new phone... Lets see how this effects my blog

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Prayer Journal #3

Matthew 19:26 (New Living Translation)
Jesus looked at them intently and said, “Humanly speaking, it is impossible. But with God everything is possible.”

Prayer:
You know what God, you ARE beyond awesome. I thank you Lord for your patience with me. I thank you for you faithfulness towards and to me. I thank you for never leaving me. I know that in my future I will have a PHD in mechanical engineering with a concentration in robotics. This looks in posible to me right now, but you are not a man. You are not human. You have not sin in you. Your word is life. I will fulfill my destiny because i place it FULLY in your hands. I thank you that you love to use impossible situations to prove you awesomeness to all. I thank you for loving me and letting me know that you love me. I thank you for forgiving me. I thank you for all of the help and strength and that you have given me power and a strong mind and love NOT fear. I thank you Lord. You make impossible possible. Thank you LOrd. You are almighty and all-knowing and all encompassing and all everything. I love you. Thank you. I will be delivered and am delivered from procrastination because you love me and have given me the ability to overcome the world with you and your word. God bless and keep Cybil 'nem and Tori and Tracy nem and my family and friends. Help strengthen and keep 'em.
Only GOD can take nothing and make EVERYTHING

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Wow... sometimes I am sad about the friends that I had to lose... but I will not let anyone control me.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Prayer Journal #3

Philippians 4:6-7 (New International Version)

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Prayer:
Dear God, I thank you for your word. I ask that you heal my baby and make me a better disciplinarian. I have to take another class at the university of phoenix, but i do not have the money. Lord, I ask that you help me. Lord, lead me into the path you want me to go on.

Prayer Journal #2

Scripture: Philippians 4:7

And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Prayer:
I thank you Lord for your peace. I thank you for your undertanding. i thank you for guiding me. I thank you for your word and for your SON. I thank you for salvation and second chances. You alone are worth of honor and glory and praise. You have restored my job and my heart. You are the source. You are the source. You are I Am. Yo are what I need. I thank you that are everything that i could ever need and want. I owe you my life. I give you my life. I thank you for healing my body and my spirit and my relationships with my family and friends. God, i promised to you tht i woul be consistent with you first!!. I wil honor you first. I mut take care of you first.
Lord, I see people sometimes and I want to say things to them, but I do not know what to say. I want to say hi or how are you, but it just does not come out. Lord, what should I say? Please help me. I need you.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

I don't care what nobody may say... cuz... I KNOW that God is a GOOOOOOOOOD God. He woke me up this morning. He forgive my sins. He ALWAYS has an open door for me!! I thank him!! ...and I praise him!!! I just filled out the substitute teacher form. I love him because he used my sister as the vessel to let me know it was available. Thank you Jesus. He also let my baby girl go to sleep in her bed without DRAMMA. Thank you Lord. I gots to praise HIM.

Questions for God...

Why do black people have hair that is different from what appears to be the rest of the world?
Why did you do it like that?

Prayer Journal #1

Scripture:Hosea 10:12 (King James Version)

Sow to yourselves in righteousness, reap in mercy; break up your fallow ground: for it is time to seek the LORD, till he come and rain righteousness upon you.

Entry: Dear Heavenly Father, I thank you for you word that you have given to me. I ask that your brek up the fallow ground in my heart and tt you clear our of my mind any and everything that is preventing you from moving in my life as YOU see fit. i need you Lord. The empty void in my life is for you to fill and you see fit. Lord, you alone know what is best for me and I accept the path you want me to travel. I accept the job you have for me. All I ask is for discernment so that I amy truly know when it is your will and when it is not. Shape, Mold, Break, Fix me. I need you LORD. I need your friendship. I need your love. I want to be and purpose myself to be fully committed to your will and to your way. I love you lord and I thank you for all the many blessing you keep giving me. Thank You Lord.

Consistency?

I have been evaluating and think about my life for the past three years. I can see that there is an overwhelming theme that just cannot be ignored. It is so apparent and it is overwhelmingly sad... LACK of consistency... the only thing that i have been consistent with is procrastination. I am embarking on a journey that I hope and pray will guide me into a much better and more efficient and better and "closer-to-the-person-I-want-and-am-destined-to-be" way of life. I am going to be consistent in my daily prayer journal. This means that I will pray and read my bible starting today and henceforth... DAILY!!! NO EXCUSES!! I will have a daily entry into my prayer journal. I ask God to lead guide and direct me... I have to be better to Him. He is my father, friend, confidant, comforter and my everything. I have to spend time with Him daily. I want US to develop our relationship so that it will grow. I need Him in my life. I MUST commune and communicate with Him. My destiny will not be reached without Him or Them... The Father, The Son and The Holy Ghost.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Loose and loose all this extra weight!!! 135# here I come!!!
I know that the time is NOW!!!! I had an epiphany in the Nordstrom bathroom... I MUST and NEED AND MOST IMPORTANTLY WILL loose and lose
You scared??

i have about 4 to 8 great reasons to loose weight

I am about to attach a greusome display of what NOT to do... I will NEVER be this big again...

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Get in Shape Girl

Well... today is day #1 for my full body detox... i truly hope it works!!

Monday, June 7, 2010

first day of summer!!!!

Today is the first official week of summer vacation for us teachers... however... i will be teaching an additional two week... at a chemistry camp... the are only 8 students, but so far... so good

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Saturday, April 24, 2010

3rd Saturday Prayer

Messages from God:
-minister out of your joy
-God forgave you, no forgive yourself
-wait for real love!!
-God is grooming the man of God for me that will love and appreciate me for who i am
-i am teaching just for a season
-this is just a TEST
-rekindle the friendship with my cuz
-we need to pray and exercise together

well...

i still haven't started exercising yet... because i'm lazy... not real super deep explanation... just your basic average... L-A-Z-Y

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

what i ate today

Hot sausage
2 Pickled eggs
2 caprisuns
Hot sausage
35¢ bag of salt and vinegar
Bonton hot corn chips
Half gallon chocolate milk

Monday, April 12, 2010

Lunch - bacon chicken wrap... french fries... m&m chocolate frosty
Breakfast - burger king breakfast bowl. Snack - 2 35 cent bag of salt and vinegar chips
Let's see what going on with my diet...
...oops ... I WILL be fine B-)
Well... I've decided to document my weightloss battle... stuggle and victory... 1 pic per week... it ain't pretty... but it WILL be fine

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

It is spring... but my break is only from REGULAR work... the spring cleaning is kicking my butt!!!

Friday, March 12, 2010

In Al-Qeada???? These people are not american... their are UNpatriotic... UNreal and UNbelievable!!!
Hip Hip Horray!!!! I passed the Chemistry subject area exam today!!! I am elated... but... uhm... what is going on with the "american" involvement...

Sunday, March 7, 2010

it is crunch time... i have about 45 days to complete all my paper work to be a fully certified teacher next year... any prayers and answers you have for me are more than welcome

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

I know that God has a plan for my life... I want to hear God's voice in my soul and know that it is him talking to me... I need God's wisdom and his healing for my heart and my future... I am overwhelmed, BUT I KNOW THAT PROCRASTINATION IS NOT THE ANSWER
I am a christian... I believe everything in the bible... I believe that God loves and cares for me... I belive God wants what's best for me... I know

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Well as you can see... I have not updated my wee web page for many days... so much has happened... where should I begin??

Sunday, February 7, 2010

i am a very fickle female... i want what i want when i want it but my want often change just as passionately as my desires... i am not sure of the very thing i was sure of yesterday... is there a cure or is this what it means to be a woman... or am i just being extremely beyond melodramatic
When u don't know what u want... it can get pretty frustrating...
I am lonely and outta shape and unmotivated to do extra work for my job... is a dog the solution?

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Good Evening Friends

welll... i'm trying to finish my speeding ticket class... and my online class assignment at my parents home... wish me luck

Saturday, January 30, 2010

community service... and whatnot... mostly whatnot

I have goto learn how to do a little of wvrything without just not doing anything... I am a praise dancer... liturgical if you wanna be fancy... I have not set apart time to rehearse or even to find music... I also NEED to exercise... I just realized that I'm about 45 pound overweight... I'm going to get a bicycle and a trailer for my sidekick... Lawd help me... one day I'm gonna write you with some awesomely good news.
Good afternoon to all of my fans... lol... I'm at a senior apartment facility with my church group... they dance =)

Thursday, January 28, 2010

raggedy...

I have some much work to do to get my teacher certification, but the main thing that I haven't started.... and a truck load of work is due in april!! I need to sit my butt down and get to work... I am way too old to be this unorganized, unmotivated and lazy... maybe procrastination is a disease... but without a job, how can I afford the cure??? Oh, welll... my advise to me is STOP BEING RAGGEDY!!!!

Monday, January 25, 2010

oooops... my goal is to weigh 135 pounds

welll....

today, on my first step towards a lean, mean, sexy machine... i got on a scale. I weigh 179 pounds, however, my BMI is around 29... yes, I am overweight, however, i am I "strike" away from obese.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

eaming. 5>associate degrees... graphic design, computer programming, internet technology. 6>fluent in spanish 7>2 story home
Don't stop dreaming... 1>phd mechanical engineering concentration in robotics. 2>Guitar lessons. 3>Sewing lessons. 4>Knitting projects. Don't stop dr

Good morning to a new week...

welll, i'm joining a gym today... i hope it helps me reach my goal... but if i spend my hard earned money then i will be working out... the good thing is that its a 24hour gym

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Thursday, January 21, 2010

well i just found out that i can add additional info... jokes... quips and whatnot to my blog from work... i should probably 100% limit my desire to do this because i really need, want and like my job

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

My life to do list is definitely getting longer... but since this is my own little slice of cyberspace... I'll keep y'all updated
Well... all work and no play makes a dull blog... today is Monday and all is well...

Monday, January 18, 2010

Life is too short to waste doing small stuff or dumb stuff :-P
No matter how much house/class/study/school or whatever kind of work I'm doing and making "progress" on...
I learned a little lesson today... not because I did something the hard way... it's more of an epiphany... don't spend all day in doors...

Sunday, January 17, 2010

you know... i thought that once i became an adult i would just KNOW what wanted to do with my life. I figured tha once i reached a certain age things would just fall into place... some kind of way... i was wrong and now i'm still trying to downsize my life ambitions into a nice and neat to do list. Here is what i want to do with my life in no particular order:

1. ballroom dance (latin of course)
2. be fluent in spanish
3. lose just enough weight to wear my clothes from last year
4. exercise 3 times a week EVERY week
5. read my bible daily
6. meditate daily
7. get PhD in Mechanical Engineering with a concentration in Robotics
8. get some real and true honest-to-God friends to do friend things with
9. go to a black tie function twice a year!! at least
10. get masters in Spanish
11. work from home making at least $45,000
12. get degree in graphic design
13. open a youth center that's 24 hours because nowadays alot of kids just don't have to/or don't want to go home
14. learn how to sew clothes that i wiuld actually wear
15. upgrade my wardrobe to reflect my age without looking like a dull librarian
16. be a fitness model... or be asked if i am a fitness model on a regular basis
17. get 8+ hours of sleep every night
18. eat healthy everyday... healthy snacks too
19. find a great guy... or twelve to hang out with and date... nothing serious
20. be an awesomely great mommy without losing myself but with embracing my child
...now that i have my own blog-diary i can see how easy it is to add content... through the phone or any other medium... i have a computer around me all the time
You know... I used to think... who are these people who have blogs and write all that stuff down everyday... but now that I started mine...
For... I don't know how many consecutive sundays I have been trying to organize my home... it ain't workin
Well, I guess my blog is going to be a diary... with my lovely captive audience I can tell all my "bidness" and then... maybe... get some help on upgrading my life
Hello world

#2024 RECORD BREAKING YEAR!!!!!!!