Friday, Morning...🙏

Lord this is so crazy. It's like I don't even understand what's going on! All I know is that I be feeling so so lonely sad and isolated like I'll never have friends nobody would love me no one wants to be my friend and I'm not lovable. But I do know that has to be alive there's no way I was created to just not be loved by anybody. God I know your love is real and I just feel like your love has got to be the answer to this like why am I so yucky feeling why do I feel so sad. Am I even in the right place show me what I need to do. It's like I can't keep a job I don't get along with people and it's not because I'm yelling and fussing or cursing or anything like that it's just that whole fake it's just not a good fit mess. That's exactly what's going on in my life I do not want to live this stupid simple what the hell is going on. I need things to change for me and I do not know what to do I swear I don't know where to begin I'm upset. I'm frustrated. I'm angry. I'm lonely. I'm sad. I want companionship but I don't want to be with no joker. Help please Lord what am I supposed to be doing. You say a man ought to always pray and not faint. Lord I'm going to wait on you I have to. I do not have any other choices I have to make this work because you are the answer. I believe your word I believe what you tell me through your word Lord if you don't ever speak to me don't get no Goosebumps it don't matter the Bible is real I'm putting my life on it it's real it works help. Lord, please please please help me! I don't want to die and live an unfulfilled life. I don't want to die lonely and alone and empty on the inside of myself. I don't know how to be a friend anymore. I refuse to believe that I am mean and hateful but if that's the truth about me God show me please.

5th grade - 2018 - LC Swain c/o 2021

This year, 2018, has been beyond weird, trying, difficult and hard and happy and awesome. my daughter will be leaving elementary school and embarking on a middle school adventure... Lord, equip me. Last Saturday, the day before Mother’s Day, veronica fought. She got into her 1st fight in my neighborhood. a boy was trying to bully her friends. she stood up to him and he hit her, but she did not back down. she fought. I am proud, sad and scared, because I have never been in a physical altercation. How can I lead and guide her where I've never been? you know what? I'm just going to trust God.

ShaTina... your name means??

What does you name say about you?? Quiz Link

You are bold and courageous.

You are usually the best at whatever you do...you strive for perfection. You are self-assured, authoritative and aggressive. You are chilled out and you go with the flow. You are open and easygoing. Virtually nothing could shake the calm world you live in. You are so happy and content that people around you ask themselves what your secret is. You are friendly, charming and kind. You get along with almost anyone. You try hard not to rub people the wrong way. You know how to bring people together. Sometimes, you are a bit superficial and irresponsible; however, when faced with important matters, you know how to pull yourself together. You are incredibly sexy and sensitive, but you have a pesky feature which shouldn't be overlooked: your passion is so insatiable that you are no stranger to cheating. You can either fight it or give up. It's all in your hands.

Kenny Rogers...

You got to know when to hold 'em,
know when to fold 'em
Know when to walk away and know when to run

You never count your money
when you're sittin' at the table
There'll be time enough for countin' when the dealing's done

Every gambler knows
that the secret to survivin'
Is knowin' what to throw away and knowing what to keep

Cause every hand's a winner and every hand's a loser...

"there is wisdom everywhere... but can you see it? wisdom is calling... can you hear it?"
-Umble Amazon