action plan!!!

1. pray and meditate... first thing in the morning... 6am???

2. wash face, brush teeth, wash body

3. pack lunches

4... to be CONTINUED

Birth Day Blues... a blues for tina?

well... as i look bak over my daughter's life... i see how my dis-organized and unprincipled bad habits are negativelt affecting her... and she will be 8 at the end of this year... There are changes that must be made by me... Lord HELP me

1... i dont have enough money to wash our clothes as much as i would like... its takes twenty dollars to wash and i dont have it all at once most times... NOW... that i'm writing... i guess that when i get paid from Old Navy... I can wash clothes that day...

2... my house is a pig stye ...i am a slob... i need to cleean my room so that Veronica can have seperate rooms

3... i must get rid of things... of clothes i dont wear... or really... clothes that are worn, permanently stained and faded or yellowing

4... i need better and updated shoes... period...

5... i MUST pay my tithe... but... it just seems as if I CANNOT AFFORD to pay it...

6... i must switch to cheaper phone plan... BUT i kinda like the UNLIMITED hotspot

7... i need to get home MUCH EARLIER

8... I need to get a NEW JOB

9...i need to get bookcases

10... i need a monthly house keeper and bug sprayer

11... i need to exercise

12... i need to buy only the healthy food we need and take keft overs to work or for lunch

13... i need to help Veronica with her rading, writing and math with MUCH MORE patience

14... i need to save $$$

15... I NEED to fix my credit???? maybe???

NOW.... what am i goingto do about my list???

oh yeah... i mUST SPEND more time with GOD every day.

i am a bit of a mess... and GOTS the nerve to wanna be datin' somebody

Edges... Take One

What in hell do you want? Revelations 20

Are you heaven ready?
Are you living a life of assurance?
Are you in deficit or overflow?
Are you giving God your best?
Are you giving God your all?

Exchange darkness for light... Exchange evil for good... Exchange death for life!!!

Ballet for One...

i have always loved the fluid movement of ballet... i did a little as a child... about a couple years... but... i would like to take some classess for ME... now...

i did a little... extremely little... research because this is something i have always wanted to do... so based off of this link:

http://m.wikihow.com/Start-Ballet-As-an-Adult

i say... Its a GO!!!

...i am going to take tennis lessons as well... since i am not meeting folks anyway... i need to be enjoying the few days that GOD has given me SO benevolently.

Have thine own way... Lord!

Spend time with the lover of your soul... Spend time with him... Reestablish, fortify, build and restore your relationship with God... WOW... The same way Nehemiah was grieved over the state of Jerusalem with its broken down walls and turned over buildings and filled in wells... Nehemiah decided in his heart to build up and restore what was deserted and torn down... I need to be like Nehemiah... ( is this why I have my own Neha Miah?) 

I need to tend to Jerusalem... My place of worship has been abandoned... When was the last time I really... If ever... Communed with God? I need to build up my walls to keep the good in and the bad out... I need to remember what God has done... Is doing... Promised he will do... I need to be about my father's business... I need to be so focused about this... That no one can distract me from my goals and my focus on God. 

Lord God... I ask that you continue to not give up on me... Thank you for being faithful and long suffering on my behalf and towards the end that you would have me reach. Lord... I thank you for restoring my immunizations against the world and its influences... I need thee... Every hour... No matter. How stubborn I am... I thank you for your loving kindness. And most importantly for you love and provisions for me and my house daily.