so... this just happened...ENLARGED!!

Out with the old...

So... met up with an old friend of mine, with whom i thought we could be in a relationship. I had planned to keep everything PG but it ended up with a higher rating. I did not think this encounter through. I cannot meet with a man who I KNOW does not share my beliefs, ideals and dreams in an intimate settings. This man and others like him are not bad people. They are not for me.

https://youtu.be/3v3T_KxvFyM

I have been afraid that I will end up alone for a long time. I cannot let fear ruin my reputation, honesty, integrity and walk with God. I have to be honest with God, myself and others.

Truth Nugget #1 - I want to be happily married.
Truth Nugget #2 - I want companionship.
Truth Nugget #3 - I want God to let me know if i'm going to be a spinster for the rest of my life... like... If I ain't be to be no wife... PLEASE... let me know. Let me know-ow. (Aaliyah voice over)
Truth Nugget #4 - I want a honeymoon... like super fabulous... Fiji/Australia/Aspen...

Declaration Nugget #1 - My husband is a Man of God, who hears God's voice and actively attends church, prays and worships God in spirit and in truth.
Declaration Nugget #2 - My marriage is a ministry.
Declaration Nugget #7 - My husband ministers to me and my family members through his life and speech.
Declaration Nugget #8 - My husband is handsome!!

Why Passive Income?? Money Declarations & Decisions

Money Declarations & Decisions
Risk comes from NOT knowing what you're doing.

I WILL take calculated and prayerfully safe risks =)

I will be fully retired by age 50!!

1. Why do I want to earn passive income?

• I want to be free. 
• I don't want to wait for the perfect time to buy a home.
• I want to be able to provide for my daughter's education, needs, scholastic duties
• I will make life decisions without the need to wait up or to save up or pay unnecessary dues.
• I want a home with pets that are fully insured and provided for.

2. How much passive income will it take for me to be financially free? (all bills covered)

• rent/mortagage $1500/month
• insurance/6 months $2000 approx. $333/month
• car payment $300/month
• gas money $75/month
• utilities $75/month
• phone $75/month
• clothes and shoes money $75/month
• savings $200/month
• KUMON $200/month
• family health insurance $300/month
• debt payments $400/month
• Grand Total Approximately $3600

3. What would you do with you time if you did not have to work?

• pursue all of my academic endeavors... my PhD in Mechanical Engineering
• travel with my family throughout the united states for 2 weeks at a time
• develop education endowment for my family
• take dance and guitar classes
• spend quality time with my daughter
• meditate, pray, achieve true nirvana
• setup/contribute to arts inspired aftercare programs 
• i would NEVER RETIRE!! (i'm already living my dream)

4. How much money would you love to save passively?

• I would love to save a minimum of $7000/week = $28000/month = $364000/year

Multiple Streams of Income... 2019 Edition

I am pursuing multiple streams of income!!

1. teespring.com t-shirt designs
2. rental properties - get a duplex and airBNB
3. set up drop shipping store
4. investment portfolio that receives dividends
5. document my weight loss journey and sell eBook

Family Reunion Success

This year we met in West Palm Beach, FL. It was nice, because Auntie Sheryl's 70 birthday was celebrated on Saturday! This was the highlight of the reunion for me. I am going to pray for my family regularly and ask the Holy Spirit what I need to do strengthen and guide them. We need to restore the heart, mind and love in our family.

July 11th Update

Today is Thursday... I got a text from Voldemort. He wants to know if he can take Apple to a family reunion this weekend. The answer is no. There isn't enough time to prepare my daughter's hair and clothes. All I am asking for is dates, times and coutesy. My requirements are resonable. I will not back down from simple courtesy and respect.  I need more warning and I believe in being prepared. We are going to court to establish visitation and I am truly believing GOD for guidance. This does not rule out my female intuition. I am opening my eyes, ears and heart to GOD. Lord, order my decisions and guide my heart.

Reflections - July 1, 2019

       so... it has been a while... but I'm ready to talk. I am so terrified and scared to lose money and waste more of my time that I have been paralyzed to act. I don't have what I want and I am clueless on how to get it... or am I? A few days ago I went to a webinar at 5AM in my home... I really showed up and did the "get out of bed" work. I am now a card carrying member of the #TeamFEA found at: www.femaleentrepreneurassociation.com.

       I have been talking big game in my head and I am NOT about to stop now. How I see myself, and my daughter MUST change. There are goals and strategies I must pass on to the best of my ability. I realize NOW... that the lack of structure has left me and my daughter in need of...STRUCTURE. i am figuring a way for us to meet our personal and collective goals.

       Lord, have mercy as you lead guide and direct me into ALL truth. Show me the way i should take.

hello... i'm still here... 2019 update

Good Morning...

well, well, well,  its been a mighty long time since we last spoke. A few things have changed in my life...

1. purchased EBA (elite blog academy)... havent started any assignments yet
• started the bootcamp... 
• need to complete the assignments
2. been feeling industrious...
• cleaned out my room partially... i can see the bed and part of the floor
• laundry is being whittled down to managable chunks
• using my planners weekly... working on using it daily
3. House Goals... Future Landlord
• minimalism inspired and infused decor!
• AirBNB to fund my dream home - rental Property used to pay mortgage and buy more rental opportunity properties
4. my life goals have reemerged as they always do around my birthday
• billlionaire business woman - thats who i am
• i have a EIN - working the kinks out
• my corporation's name is Umble Amazon Industries, Inc.
1. will be opening a bank account in my company name by April 15th
2. will start building business credit... ASAP
• purchased the website UmbleAmazon.com... i am excited... now its time to walk it out
5. PETS!! - puppies and persian kitties
6. been repairing my credit and looking at my finances... time to repair and stop hiding
7. been thinking about getting my PHD again
• the joint MS/PHD program at FAU
• re-evaluate my major/minor: Mechanical Engineering: Robotics & Animation
8. Entrepreneur: Wear the Word of God via InspirationAbbey
• inspiring.fun/funny messages on apparel and merchandise
• BBW: Billionaire Business Woman
9. Be A Billionaire Business Woman
10. My Business Profits will put me and Veronica through school
11. Set Up Endowments for
• my family scholarship plan/funds
• my family - 1st time homeowner plan/funds
• young woman mentor-ship village for - single women/mothers who wish to return to school and need a support system
12. Train up my daughter in the fear and admonition of the Lord
13. Be summertime fine year round!!
• I AM changing my diet, better quality of food, less empty calories
14. HEAR THE VOICE OF GOD CLEARLY

2 WEEKS of POWER!!

My GOD!!!

My God has been answering prayers. I don't even remember praying for what I received. I know my soul and spirit have been refreshed and replenished. Thank you Lord!!

My mother sent me a text that the car is free! All I need to do is get my license and insurance and title together. The 2 week fast of 2019 was been so awesome!!