Tuesday, March 31, 2015

The year of the young man

All these 20 year olds dudes are coming out off the woods... makes you wonder... what I'd do... if I ever had someone like you... cuz I been searchin...

Saturday, March 28, 2015

Friday, March 27, 2015

Tuesday, March 24, 2015

Tuesday Night Choir Scripture

2 Chronicles 5:11-14 KJV

And it came to pass, when the priests were come out of the holy place: (for all the priests that were present were sanctified, and did not then wait by course:  Also the Levites which were the singers, all of them of Asaph, of Heman, of Jeduthun, with their sons and their brethren, being arrayed in white linen, having cymbals and psalteries and harps, stood at the east end of the altar, and with them an hundred and twenty priests sounding with trumpets:)  It came even to pass, as the trumpeters and singers were as one, to make one sound to be heard in praising and thanking the Lord ; and when they lifted up their voice with the trumpets and cymbals and instruments of musick, and praised the Lord , saying, For he is good; for his mercy endureth for ever: that then the house was filled with a cloud, even the house of the Lord ;  So that the priests could not stand to minister by reason of the cloud: for the glory of the Lord had filled the house of God.

Saturday, March 21, 2015

Neighbors and Friends

I've talked to people about how I feel and I really feel a lot better!!

It hurts

It hurts so bad... we are not friends... I am not allowed to talk to or communicate with him... he has officially shut me out... it hurts... he said that we are still friends but he's not acting friendly... it really hurts... my heart hurts... I felt pretty good until I really realized that he wants nothing to do with me... I am hurting... Lord... I took my focus off of you... but I did get a NO in my spirit and chose to overlook it... my heart hurts... can you make it stop?

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Thursday, March 19, 2015

Lord help me

I really want to have sex with someone and be satisfied... help me Lord... my aunt says that you will keep me if I want to be kept... and right now... I am battling my two sides... my flesh doesn't want to be kept... but the real me does... my spirit had become polluted with selfishness...

Wednesday, March 11, 2015

You should have 4 accounts

Married Finances
Joint Savings - for Our future
Joint Checking - for Our bills and expenses
Individual accounts?? ...not sure about this... keep 25% sounds fair...

Tuesday, March 10, 2015

God... I need you

God... I need you... I need to talk to you... and most importantly I need to hear your words to me...

What I really need to focus on:

-quality time with God

-clean my car

-wash our clothes

-clean house 

-palm beach state classes - BAS Certified Hacker Degree


Sunday, March 8, 2015

7 Ways Exercise Makes You Smarter

Hotter body, smarter cerebrum: Exercise offers a pretty sweet deal. Here are seven ways that working out—whether you like to run, lift weights, or play sports—can help you stay focused...

1. Regular Exercise Boosts Your Decision-Making Skills

-Your brain needs oxygen to do its thang, and women who exercise have more oxygen flowing through their brains' anterior frontal regions

-Psychophysiology study finding that women who exercise outperform their peers on cognitively difficult

2. Sports Make You a Better Map Reader

Having to think through how your body will move through space—whether it's around your opponents, across a field, or into the air—improves your ability to perform mental rotation.

3. Strength Training Strengthens Your Focus

Strength training—granted you're doing it right—takes a lot of focus.

4. Endurance Exercise Helps You Stick with Your Plans

-When you hit the road for a long run, you're not just improving your body's ability to sustain long, grueling tasks. You're also training your mind...

-The ability to overcome that pull is critical to multitasking on the job and sticking with long-term plans and goals, according to researchers.

5. Sprinting Improves Your Memory

6. Yoga Helps You Process Info Faster

-A single 20-minute bout of yoga improved college students' ability to quickly and accurately process information

-It only took 30 minutes for the brain-boosting benefits to kick in.

7. Exercise Helps You Pick Up Your Productivity

-When you're swamped, it can be hard to close your computer and hit the gym.

-Again, exercise increases the amount of oxygen sent to the brain, increasing your energy and making you sharper.

Headache...

Too many men... only one I love and want...

Monday, March 2, 2015

The jealous impatient chick

My evil twin... She comes out to play at times... I am jealous of all thought out plans that don't include me when I thought or it was mentioned that I would be included at or around the same time... I just need to let it go... Relationships are not for me... I'm only decisive when they are indifferent... I hate how I feel now... Vulnerable... I hate feeling this way...

Sunday, March 1, 2015

God Speaks...

Whom shall I fear? The lord is the strength of my life. Whom shall I fear?
The lord is my light and my salvation... Whom shall I fear?
In the time of trouble he shall hide me... He shall strengthen thine heart.

Jesus said i am the light.
I am the light of the world.
Walk in the light. 
The beautiful light of Jesus.

In response to my tears and frustration last night... I KNOW these "old" gospel songs spoke directly to my heart.

I know that these songs encouraged me and were exactly what I needed to hear.

If Job waited on the Lord... So can I!

I am going to wait on the Lord!!!!

#2024 RECORD BREAKING YEAR!!!!!!!