Hello everyone!! I just got a new phone!! Praise D'Lawd :-X

NSTA 2011 - SEATTLE CONFERENCE

This was definitely an awesome experience. Seattle is beautiful and wonderful. Love the food and all the nice people. Having everything in a 3 block radius is the BEST!!!!!!!!

Lord, have mercy...

Dear God and who ever else might read this... but exclusively... God,
     There is so much I want to do with my life but at the present I am uninspired. Please help me move past Lightning and my concerns with my parents. I need to get in shape and save up for my house and car. I need to be alot more organized and I need help. I cannot find the keys to my classroom. I am tired and annoyed, but I am officially well rested. I need to get my life... physically and spiritually in order. As I think about it.. the problem is consistency... I need to give you the quality time you deserve. There are goals that I have for my life and I need and MUST enjoy my life now!! I am purposing to enjoy my life NOW!! This is a list of what I hope to accomplish in the next year. In no particular order...

1. house with washer/dryer and mortgage payment <= $400
2. truck/car/SUV in my name only <= $2000 total price
3. go back to FAU BS/PhD program in Mechanical Engineering
4. work on being a virtual online teacher to further education
5. daily workout regimen
6. improve credit
7. college fund for all my children
8. classes for Prince
9. daily quality time with Veronica
10. daily walk with the Lord
11. dance ministry??
12. Fred Astaire lessons for me
13. dance lessons, tennis, soccer, brownies for Veronica
14. tutor for Veronica
15. do what God brought me to this world to do

I am beyond frustrated

I need to get fully independent from my parents and this is taking way tooooo long. I am tired of them referring to me as a liability. I do my best to not ask them for anything!! The sad part is that when I do need help they get mad. I do not want to ask them for anything every again in life. I do not want to talk to them about my life or what happens in my life because they are insensitive and rude. They believe that they know what is best for me because they know me so well... because they have been "there" but... they have NOT... I am not a younger version of them.

Happy Thanksgiving

I am thankful for life, health and strength as well as food and shelter and a family. They have their quirks... but I do love them

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The Seals, the Trumpets, the Thunders, the Vials

The Seven Seals:

The first four seals are four horses. We see the same four horses in Zechariah chapter 6 where we are given additional information about each. We are told that these are four “spirits” (Zechariah 6:5)

1) The White Horse – the “Spirit” of Catholicism. The Pope has white robes, white car, white pope mobile, white helicopter, and white airplane.

2) The Red Horse – the “Spirit” of Communism. The officially recognized color of Communism is red; Red Russia, Red China. The rider of this horse has a great sword. Russia and China are mighty military powers.

3) The Black Horse – the “Spirit” of Capitalism. The officially recognized color of Capitalism is black. The black horse goes into the North Country (Zech 6:6). Almost all capitalist countries are in the northern hemisphere.

4) The Pale (chloros or green) Horse – the “Spirit” of Islam. Death and Hell followed. The official color of Islam is green. The Pale horse is given power over 1/4 of the earth. 1.5 billion people are Muslim – 1/4 of  the earth. Muslim people dress in green clothing and scarves, use green flags, etc. Islam clearly promotes a culture of death.

5) The Souls under the Altar begins the great tribulation spoken of by Jesus in Matt 24. Perfect sequencing with the fourth seal – the rise of Islam, beheadings and the culture of death.

6) The Day of the Lord

7) Armageddon. Concurrent with the 7th Trumpet and 7th Vial. Silence in Heaven.

The Seven Trumpets:

The First Trumpet – World War I

No previous wars with even 1 million deaths. The first war with airplanes; hence hail and fire mingled with blood as bombs fell. The first time official “scorched earth policy” was employed – burned all green grass as armies retreated.

The Second Trumpet – World War II

WWII had 52 million deaths. Approximately 105,000 ships participated in WWII; approximately 36,000 of them were sunk – one third (just as prophesied). The first employment of a nuclear bomb would look exactly like a mountain burning with fire.

The Third Trumpet – The Chernobyl Nuclear Disaster in April 1986

The Ukrainian word “Chernobyl” means “wormwood”.

The Fourth Trumpet – Shortening of the Days

Jesus spoke of the shortening of the days in Matt 24:22

The Fifth Trumpet – The Gulf War

1991 – The First Woe

The Sixth Trumpet – World War III

The Second Woe

The Seventh Trumpet – Armageddon

The Third Woe. The same as Sixth Seal and Seventh Vial. This Seventh Trumpet is the “last trump” (I Cor 15:52) – the gathering of the saints.

The Seven Thunders

We don’t know. God told John not to write these things.

The Seven Vials

Vial 1 – A noisesome and grievous sore.

Vial 2 – The sea becomes blood.

Vial 3 – Rivers and fountains become blood.

Vial 4 – The sun scorches men.

Vial 5 – Darkness and pain.

Vial 6 – Euphrates river dried up to make way for kings of the East to invade Israel.

Vial 7 – The Day of the Lord. Same as the Sixth Seal and Seventh Trumpet. The end of man’s government on earth and beginning of the government of Jesus on earth.

Two other significant events in Revelation are the Mark of the Beast and the Rapture.

666 Mark of the Beast

“Radio-Frequency Identification Transponders,” and subdermal implants may soon be used to implement a national ID in America, the forerunner of the Mark of the Beast of Revelation 13:16, without which, no one will be able to buy or sell: “And he causeth all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads…”

Rapture

Our gathering together to meet the Lord in the air, commonly called the Rapture, is pictured in 1 Thessalonians 4:17: “Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord.” Revelation 3:10 indicates that, as believers patiently endure tribulation, they will be kept from temptation: “Because thou hast kept the word of my patience, I also will keep thee from the hour of temptation, which shall come upon all the world, to try them that dwell upon the earth. Behold, I come quickly: hold that fast which thou hast, that no man take thy crown.”

The Seals, the Trumpets, the Thunders, the Vials

The Seven Seals:

The first four seals are four horses. We see the same four horses in Zechariah chapter 6 where we are given additional information about each. We are told that these are four “spirits” (Zechariah 6:5)

1) The White Horse – the “Spirit” of Catholicism. The Pope has white robes, white car, white pope mobile, white helicopter, and white airplane.

2) The Red Horse – the “Spirit” of Communism. The officially recognized color of Communism is red; Red Russia, Red China. The rider of this horse has a great sword. Russia and China are mighty military powers.

3) The Black Horse – the “Spirit” of Capitalism. The officially recognized color of Capitalism is black. The black horse goes into the North Country (Zech 6:6). Almost all capitalist countries are in the northern hemisphere.

4) The Pale (chloros or green) Horse – the “Spirit” of Islam. Death and Hell followed. The official color of Islam is green. The Pale horse is given power over 1/4 of the earth. 1.5 billion people are Muslim – 1/4 of  the earth. Muslim people dress in green clothing and scarves, use green flags, etc. Islam clearly promotes a culture of death.

5) The Souls under the Altar begins the great tribulation spoken of by Jesus in Matt 24. Perfect sequencing with the fourth seal – the rise of Islam, beheadings and the culture of death.

6) The Day of the Lord

7) Armageddon. Concurrent with the 7th Trumpet and 7th Vial. Silence in Heaven.

The Seven Trumpets:

The First Trumpet – World War I

No previous wars with even 1 million deaths. The first war with airplanes; hence hail and fire mingled with blood as bombs fell. The first time official “scorched earth policy” was employed – burned all green grass as armies retreated.

The Second Trumpet – World War II

WWII had 52 million deaths. Approximately 105,000 ships participated in WWII; approximately 36,000 of them were sunk – one third (just as prophesied). The first employment of a nuclear bomb would look exactly like a mountain burning with fire.

The Third Trumpet – The Chernobyl Nuclear Disaster in April 1986

The Ukrainian word “Chernobyl” means “wormwood”.

The Fourth Trumpet – Shortening of the Days

Jesus spoke of the shortening of the days in Matt 24:22

The Fifth Trumpet – The Gulf War

1991 – The First Woe

The Sixth Trumpet – World War III

The Second Woe

The Seventh Trumpet – Armageddon

The Third Woe. The same as Sixth Seal and Seventh Vial. This Seventh Trumpet is the “last trump” (I Cor 15:52) – the gathering of the saints.

The Seven Thunders

We don’t know. God told John not to write these things.

The Seven Vials

Vial 1 – A noisesome and grievous sore.

Vial 2 – The sea becomes blood.

Vial 3 – Rivers and fountains become blood.

Vial 4 – The sun scorches men.

Vial 5 – Darkness and pain.

Vial 6 – Euphrates river dried up to make way for kings of the East to invade Israel.

Vial 7 – The Day of the Lord. Same as the Sixth Seal and Seventh Trumpet. The end of man’s government on earth and beginning of the government of Jesus on earth.

Two other significant events in Revelation are the Mark of the Beast and the Rapture.

666 Mark of the Beast

“Radio-Frequency Identification Transponders,” and subdermal implants may soon be used to implement a national ID in America, the forerunner of the Mark of the Beast of Revelation 13:16, without which, no one will be able to buy or sell: “And he causeth all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads…”

Rapture

Our gathering together to meet the Lord in the air, commonly called the Rapture, is pictured in 1 Thessalonians 4:17: “Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord.” Revelation 3:10 indicates that, as believers patiently endure tribulation, they will be kept from temptation: “Because thou hast kept the word of my patience, I also will keep thee from the hour of temptation, which shall come upon all the world, to try them that dwell upon the earth. Behold, I come quickly: hold that fast which thou hast, that no man take thy crown.”

(Why)Why in the world did i let myself get sucked back into purgatory?

I called him back tonight.... but from a pay phone

Well... looks like I've had a little set back... mike called me three times yesterday... he said he wanted or needed to talk to me about something

Sometimes i get so mad when I think about people I pushed aside to be in a "relationship" ... Lord keep me

ish and italian. Phd in mechanical engineering

The things i've always wanted to be able to do... play guitar. Sew clothes and quilts knit sweaters, scarfs and mittens. dance lessons. Be fluent in spanish and italian. PhD in Mechanical Engineering.

600 prayer --> you got your breakthrough... now DO NOT look back

After seeing Darrick Brown and his wife interact I am beyond grateful that I did not end up punished by having him in my life.

How do you know if you've lost/met your soul mate? Is having a soulmate biblical?

Its been a long time... ishouldnthave left you. LORD... thankyoufor our reconciliation!!

Its been a long time... ishouldnthave left you. LORD... thankyoufor our reconciliation!!

Well... well... well

All ya got ta do is NOT look my way AND pass me by... DON'T acknowledge my smile when I try to say hello... to you

You know what?

Merry Go Round

you know what?

its not fun to be the butt of a joke

you know what?

its not fun to love someone the most

you know what?

is it worth the second round?

you know what?

these things are never known until TRUE loVE is found

Well... I guess he ain't the one... but i WANT him to be

I talked to MY Mike the other day... he's doing well... taking strides to achieve his full potential and I am SO proud of him. We talked and talked two days ago... but I haven't heard from him for about two days... so... another little baby heartache...

What do y'all think??

Job Quiz from My Career Quizzes!

Quizzes: Customer Engagement

Color Definitions from Akiane

I love all the colors. Each gives me a different feeling. For example,

• Yellow is the color of energy.
• Violet is the color of visions.
• Green is the color of peace.
• Brown is the color of rest.
• Pink is the color of trust.
• Gold is the color of providence.
• Grey is the color of old age.
• Sand color is the color of waiting.
• Orange is the color of listening.
• Red is the color of love.
• White is the color of truth.
• Blue is the color of the mind.

Good Morning

Do you ever feel like you are not living life to the fullest. I feel like I made wrong decisions about the college I went to and the friends that I made... outside of my BEST FRIEND of course... I feel lonely often and I do not want to keep my feeling or emotions bottled up inside of me. I do not want to be bitter and sad, but I KNOW that I am not living the life I should be living... WELL... how should I be living? I should be...

• going out with friends at least once a week
• be saving money on a regular basis
• establishing and correcting my credit
• earning what I AM WORTH... with a physics degree
• in shape and healthy
• in a loving relationship with the main men in my life... the TRINITY

When I think about Tika* and Sylvia, I am sad that i do not have men/man in my life who cares for me the way they do... but i will not compromise my CORE values and beliefs for ANYONE!!

Easter prophecy... STAY FOCUSED!!!!!

Happy Easter!!!!!!!!

How to get fluffy, curly, soft and shiny hair... I think that i have found the perfect combination of hair products

Thank you Jesus!!!

Look what the LORD has done!!! I am gainfully employed at JFK Middle... and will be there the remainder of the year!!!

"I am at work... looking for my next career... God help, lead and guide me... please... AMEN"... I wrote this January 18th...

I am at work... looking for my next career... God help, lead and guide me... please... AMEN

I am engaged to be married to Mr. Johnny Lee Holman Jr... and I am excited and scared and happy all at the same time.