how the rich get thin...

my library book seems pretty interesting... ideas about losing weight can I think I might try them...

1. Daily Exercise
2. Protein ...@every meal
3. Calcium ...boost metabolism
4. Conquer Food Cravings
5. Eliminate ALL Processed Food

SlOwly but surely

http://bible.us/r/F.N.60 I just finished day 23 of Psalms & Proverbs Bible reading plan at YouVersion.com

Sunday, May 6, 2012 "Serve the Lord with Joyfulness and Gladness"

Deuteronomy 28:1-14... check out the whole chapter... this where a lot of the prayers people pray come from...

Key Verse --> Deuteronomy 28:47

You really want joy???
1st... Jesus
2nd... Others
Last...    You!!

PROVERBS 23:13&14!!!!!!!!!!!!

Think on these things...

A Sustainable Life
     Lord, show me the unsustainable areas of my life. I submit them to You. Lead me into Your rest and peace today, so that I can enjoy my life and serve You for years to come.

When It's OK To Say "No"
     God, sometimes it's hard for me to slow down and say no to almost anything. Help me to live with the balance of responsibility You created for me, so I can live with Your peace and enjoy life.

Free to Be Relentless
God, I want to live a new life, relentlessly pursuing You and Your promises. I trust You to help me become all You created me to be and experience true freedom.

The Importance of Finishing

     God, like Jesus, I want to be able to say that I have completed the work You have for me. Thank You for working in me to give me the power and the desire to live for Your pleasure and finish my course with joy!

Well... April is almost over and... decisions need to be made...

Do I really want to be in a relationship?? I mean ...really? I am making huge gigantic messes in my life... I need guidance... I need to seek God's face for my future and for my next steps...

Keep in mind that in the heat of our struggles, the Holy Spirit is probably doing His greatest work within us. He is not moved by the circumstances. If you and I really trust Him, we shouldn't be either! He's not in our lives for good times only, but for the difficult times as well.

He will lead us through anything if we'll just hang in there and follow Him. This means being diligent in prayer, relentless in our resolve, unwavering in faith, and determined to stand firmly on God's Word and His promises to us.

So many times we can be sidetracked by how slowly things seem to be going. In fact, the enemy loves to point that out! But remember, that's when God may be doing some of His greatest work. You see, it's not all about you and me. The Lord's work in us is preparation for the work He wants to do through us!

I know life can be hard sometimes.

Prayer Starter: God, I believe that You are at work in my life, even during difficult times. I choose today.. to be obedient and steadfast.

Boundaries Have a Purpose!

The key is to go to God's Word, where He has laid out all the boundaries we need to live by. Let God direct your path every day.

God, I really recognize and see the need for boundaries in my life. As I read Your Word, show me how to apply Your healthy boundaries in my life today.

The Lord Always Provides

...details later...

Hello yall...

Why do I feel so in between?? Its probably because I do not love people the right way... by people I mean men. I do my best and try so hard to NOT get involved because I know that I do love and like and dating wrong...

I don't play hard to get long enough... or maybe to much... one day I may get it right... so... loving is wrong?? Caring and checking on him... Lord, please, rechannel and redirect my love and loving heart to your will and way.

Just thinking...

Is it wrong to want to be 1st? Is it in God's best plan for me to be single... I want to be a priority... I think Carl Thomas sums up my emotions...

*"Don't Kiss Me"*

Why does it take so long,
Can't wait to have you, dear
Cause your love is so strong
I need you with me here!
Because just a little love, goes so long, yeah
It will have you smiling just because
Even when everything is wrong,
I got you standing right here, I know it feels good

"[Chorus:]"
But don't kiss me, no, no, no, don't you kiss me
Unless those lips that you kiss me with
Will say I love you, love you for life!
And don't touch me, no, no, don't you touch me (you betta not do it baby)
Unless you promise that those hands
Will never wave goodbye!
Can you do that for me baby?

Promise me that tonight when I hold you in my arms
Lord knows it feels so sincere
And your fragrance turns me on
Can't believe that I am gone when you're near!
because just a little love goes so long (yeah)
It'll have you smiling just because (smiling just because)
Even when everything's wrong,
Now I got you standing right here
I know it feels good!

"[Chorus:]"
But don't kiss me, no, no, no, don't you kiss me
Unless those lips you kiss me with
Will say I love you, love you, for life! (I love you for life)

Don't wrap your lovely arms around me,
Don't kiss my lips unless you love me, baby!
Don't hold my hand unless I'm your man
I wanna hear it baby, can you? (I know you're ready)

"[Chorus:]"
Don't kiss me, yeah, no, baby don't you kiss me
Unless those lips of yours, lips of yours
Will say I love you, love you for life! (for life)
Oh, oh, don't touch me, oh, no, no, don't you touch me yeah
Unless you promise that those hands
Will never wave goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
promise me that tonight.

...again I say is that too much to ask??

Easter 2012

It a season of change... what God blesses will be blessed... its a test of my faith... through obedience... becareful... when God speaks are you rationalizing... with a prophesy comes a condition or test... and after the promise arrives... you'll be tested to see what you'll do with it... will you sacrifice Isaac??

What ever you need Him to be THAT will God do for you?

...ram in the thicket --> Jesus with crown of thorns

Becareful who you tell/show yo info... somethings you keep and let God manifest!! The women saw one thing... peter said it was something else.

If JESUS got up!! I can get up!!

Good Morning All...

Yesterday was my birthday!!! I had a GREAT time with my peoples... big shout out to D and T...  and mystique's karaoke lounge Thursday... the biggest shout to Miss B who made it all possible... the best chirren watcher EVER!! ...Birthday Celebration 2012!!!

I have a small sidebar... to anyone I may have called or texted last night... forgive me for drunk dailing and drunk texting... sorry

Crack Kills...

Everyone has some kind of addiction or secret stash.of something that just drives thrm completely foolish and crazy when they are separated from it. It often is a daily battle that gets harder to overcome with each setback. My addiction is... yeah right... like I'm really going to tell you. I had stumbled into abstinence from my addiction and I been feeling all the better from abstaining. I'm at the age now where I'm not as delusional as I once was concerning my weaknesses. I hate how I feel after I give in... defeated, sad, weak and useless... as if I have been taken advanatage of... I become the women I loathe... the needy, whiny, clingy, insecure little girl I become..