Crack Kills...

Everyone has some kind of addiction or secret stash.of something that just drives thrm completely foolish and crazy when they are separated from it. It often is a daily battle that gets harder to overcome with each setback. My addiction is... yeah right... like I'm really going to tell you. I had stumbled into abstinence from my addiction and I been feeling all the better from abstaining. I'm at the age now where I'm not as delusional as I once was concerning my weaknesses. I hate how I feel after I give in... defeated, sad, weak and useless... as if I have been taken advanatage of... I become the women I loathe... the needy, whiny, clingy, insecure little girl I become..