so... i'm going to be be brutally honest with myself on this one. As a child, i figured I'd
- goto college
- get a really cool awesome job that pays $$$$$$$
- meet a really nice and handsome guy
- get married
- get EXTRA $$$$$ together
- have 5 sons
my reality... is... different
- goto college...
- but I didn't finish till 10 years later... and not in the degree i really wanted
- I've had cool internships that paid $$$
- no job to this date has been really cool or awesome
- and the pay was just enough to no panhandle... but i AM tempted
- DREAM ABOUT HOW TO... get a really cool awesome job that pays $$$$$$$
- meet a really nice and handsome guy
- I've meet nice and handsome guys...
- but they had different religious beliefs and that's important to ME
- the had a plethora of other women, girls and men? in the background and foreground
- get married
- NOPE... the people who asked were WAaaaaaaAaaaay... too desparate
- or... were already married... they left that detail out... my fault for not asking... of course
- get EXTRA $$$$$ together
- gotta wait for #5... there is still hope for this one
- have 5 sons
- WELL... i have 1 daughter... 'nuff 'said
...and now... i wonder if marriage is even for me? i would like to be a part of the marriage isotope that works... but i have a growing suspision... it may not happen... and i'm good... i just need to work on the existing relationships I have and feed and nurture those.
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