Abandon Ship!!

Sometimes I feel like a castaway in a sea of neverending faces... I would like to say that it only happens when I'm the only black chick around... but that would be a lie... I feel disconnected with everyone... except Veronica and its probably only a matter of time before she is floating away from me as well... what am I looking for?? Can I find it?? Is it out there?? ...hmmmm