Wednesday, March 11, 2015

You should have 4 accounts

Married Finances
Joint Savings - for Our future
Joint Checking - for Our bills and expenses
Individual accounts?? ...not sure about this... keep 25% sounds fair...

Tuesday, March 10, 2015

God... I need you

God... I need you... I need to talk to you... and most importantly I need to hear your words to me...

What I really need to focus on:

-quality time with God

-clean my car

-wash our clothes

-clean house 

-palm beach state classes - BAS Certified Hacker Degree


Sunday, March 8, 2015

7 Ways Exercise Makes You Smarter

Hotter body, smarter cerebrum: Exercise offers a pretty sweet deal. Here are seven ways that working out—whether you like to run, lift weights, or play sports—can help you stay focused...

1. Regular Exercise Boosts Your Decision-Making Skills

-Your brain needs oxygen to do its thang, and women who exercise have more oxygen flowing through their brains' anterior frontal regions

-Psychophysiology study finding that women who exercise outperform their peers on cognitively difficult

2. Sports Make You a Better Map Reader

Having to think through how your body will move through space—whether it's around your opponents, across a field, or into the air—improves your ability to perform mental rotation.

3. Strength Training Strengthens Your Focus

Strength training—granted you're doing it right—takes a lot of focus.

4. Endurance Exercise Helps You Stick with Your Plans

-When you hit the road for a long run, you're not just improving your body's ability to sustain long, grueling tasks. You're also training your mind...

-The ability to overcome that pull is critical to multitasking on the job and sticking with long-term plans and goals, according to researchers.

5. Sprinting Improves Your Memory

6. Yoga Helps You Process Info Faster

-A single 20-minute bout of yoga improved college students' ability to quickly and accurately process information

-It only took 30 minutes for the brain-boosting benefits to kick in.

7. Exercise Helps You Pick Up Your Productivity

-When you're swamped, it can be hard to close your computer and hit the gym.

-Again, exercise increases the amount of oxygen sent to the brain, increasing your energy and making you sharper.

Headache...

Too many men... only one I love and want...

Monday, March 2, 2015

The jealous impatient chick

My evil twin... She comes out to play at times... I am jealous of all thought out plans that don't include me when I thought or it was mentioned that I would be included at or around the same time... I just need to let it go... Relationships are not for me... I'm only decisive when they are indifferent... I hate how I feel now... Vulnerable... I hate feeling this way...

Sunday, March 1, 2015

God Speaks...

Whom shall I fear? The lord is the strength of my life. Whom shall I fear?
The lord is my light and my salvation... Whom shall I fear?
In the time of trouble he shall hide me... He shall strengthen thine heart.

Jesus said i am the light.
I am the light of the world.
Walk in the light. 
The beautiful light of Jesus.

In response to my tears and frustration last night... I KNOW these "old" gospel songs spoke directly to my heart.

I know that these songs encouraged me and were exactly what I needed to hear.

If Job waited on the Lord... So can I!

I am going to wait on the Lord!!!!

Saturday, February 28, 2015

Catharsis

This is NOT the life that I thought I would have at this age... I'm getting too old for my dream... I'm going to be too old to finish school... Too old to get married and have children from my husband... I can't teach my daughter about dating because I have not dated or been woed or courted and it must be my fault... I'm too old for my dream... It hurts me to feel like this... I'm too old to dance... I'm too old to be attractive... I am too old to want more... I am too old to not have a house or any kind of decent credit... I am too old to not have answers to my questions... I am too old to not know what I want... I am too old to get the job of my dreams... I am not pretty enough to get a husband... What man will want me now? I'm not fun enough or interesting enough for a man to want only me... I am not smart enough to get scholarships or qualify for financial aid... I have been a Christian FOREVER and I STILL don't know Gods voice or his plan for me or why in the world he wants me to be here...but... I'm staying and I'm trying and I'm not giving up!!!!!!!! I want a puppy! ...I know this may sound stupid... But I want a puppy because he will love me and show me affection and want to be around me everyday and not want to leave me... Is that so wrong?

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

La Casa de Mis Sueños

Check out this 3 bd, 2.5 ba, 2,494 sqft home at 149 Edgewood Dr that I found on Zillow: http://u.zillow.com/p3Awvz

Sunday, February 22, 2015

Really...

This is what happens when you are exceedingly impatient... backtracking... it is NOT cute...

🎶🎶🎶Baby I'm Back!!