#2024 RECORD BREAKING YEAR!!!!!!!

 i am not sure if i documented this yet but MAY HEAVEN and EARTH record this day that 2024 is THEE record breaking year for me in EVERY AREA of my life!!!

• my closeness to GOD ALMIGHTY will be increase so much because... I WANT HIM! ...and HE loves me.
• i will use my prayer language daily for at least 30mins
• i will read the Bible daily
• i will complete what I start
• i will count the cost!!

You Can Have What You Say... Do You Believe?

How in the world is is so hard to have child-like faith? At what age do you just stop believing? ...why are people excited and obliged to kill the hope nd wonder in children? You can have what you say? What should I be saying? What do I really want? Am I being selfish by wanting it? Should i be modest in my desires or truly express myself? Why do i often feel condemned when i speak to my patent? What is that about?

Well, here goes... What do I want? Fulfillment and satisfaction in my life. I want, for real, a truly powerful connection with God. I want to be God's friend. I want to... not just cuz I aint really around folk that much and can tend to be a bit of an introvert, but because... i have been hearing about how gifted I am... and i KNOW i am not using my gifts, or even aware of half of them. Like, what is it I am to be doing. I am a warrior with no battle, at times. I am bored and lazy in my mind, but that is not the realest, truest form of myself.

I want to love and be loved in return by a man of God with no mistress or girlfriends who can really have a true covenant relationship with me. I desire life, health, fun, music, exercise, travel, meaningful interactions, quality chill time, to be comfortably regimented. I don't want to waste my time any more with ungrateful folks/men who will never see my true value. I will not be diminished in speech or action by the man that I marry. I am not fully aware of our ministry, but God Will reveal it.

I don't want to be walking around in a haze oblivious to the move of God's spirit. Holy Spirit, i want us to be a team where you call and guide the shots. I will obey. I am a visionary and prophet of God who hears His voice and documents every word uttered to me.

I desire a life filled with color and pets and no bugs. I rebuke all distractions and time wasters that will try to attempt to block my destiny.

I want a two story home. No pool, full backyard, 2 persian/fluffy seal point cats, 2 puppies... yorkie/maltese. An all Black Jeep Wrangler.

Out with the old...

So... met up with an old friend of mine, with whom i thought we could be in a relationship. I had planned to keep everything PG but it ended up with a higher rating. I did not think this encounter through. I cannot meet with a man who I KNOW does not share my beliefs, ideals and dreams in an intimate settings. This man and others like him are not bad people. They are not for me.

https://youtu.be/3v3T_KxvFyM

I have been afraid that I will end up alone for a long time. I cannot let fear ruin my reputation, honesty, integrity and walk with God. I have to be honest with God, myself and others.

Truth Nugget #1 - I want to be happily married.
Truth Nugget #2 - I want companionship.
Truth Nugget #3 - I want God to let me know if i'm going to be a spinster for the rest of my life... like... If I ain't be to be no wife... PLEASE... let me know. Let me know-ow. (Aaliyah voice over)
Truth Nugget #4 - I want a honeymoon... like super fabulous... Fiji/Australia/Aspen...

Declaration Nugget #1 - My husband is a Man of God, who hears God's voice and actively attends church, prays and worships God in spirit and in truth.
Declaration Nugget #2 - My marriage is a ministry.
Declaration Nugget #7 - My husband ministers to me and my family members through his life and speech.
Declaration Nugget #8 - My husband is handsome!!

Why Passive Income?? Money Declarations & Decisions

Money Declarations & Decisions
Risk comes from NOT knowing what you're doing.

I WILL take calculated and prayerfully safe risks =)

I will be fully retired by age 50!!

1. Why do I want to earn passive income?

• I want to be free. 
• I don't want to wait for the perfect time to buy a home.
• I want to be able to provide for my daughter's education, needs, scholastic duties
• I will make life decisions without the need to wait up or to save up or pay unnecessary dues.
• I want a home with pets that are fully insured and provided for.

2. How much passive income will it take for me to be financially free? (all bills covered)

• rent/mortagage $1500/month
• insurance/6 months $2000 approx. $333/month
• car payment $300/month
• gas money $75/month
• utilities $75/month
• phone $75/month
• clothes and shoes money $75/month
• savings $200/month
• KUMON $200/month
• family health insurance $300/month
• debt payments $400/month
• Grand Total Approximately $3600

3. What would you do with you time if you did not have to work?

• pursue all of my academic endeavors... my PhD in Mechanical Engineering
• travel with my family throughout the united states for 2 weeks at a time
• develop education endowment for my family
• take dance and guitar classes
• spend quality time with my daughter
• meditate, pray, achieve true nirvana
• setup/contribute to arts inspired aftercare programs 
• i would NEVER RETIRE!! (i'm already living my dream)

4. How much money would you love to save passively?

• I would love to save a minimum of $7000/week = $28000/month = $364000/year

2 WEEKS of POWER!!

My GOD!!!

My God has been answering prayers. I don't even remember praying for what I received. I know my soul and spirit have been refreshed and replenished. Thank you Lord!!

My mother sent me a text that the car is free! All I need to do is get my license and insurance and title together. The 2 week fast of 2019 was been so awesome!!

God's Rhema Word

How do I know it's my time?? (St. Paul MBC in Delray Bch, FL)

1. Stay faithful... In HIS Word
• "They" can't see it cuz God wasn't talking to them
• Talk and to the HIM
2. Stay focused.
• walk in HIS Word and don't worry about the results
• we walking to change us... Not our circumstances
• God is getting me ready for the blessing.
• are you comfortable in your crisis? Are you a coping? or a conquering?
• sometimes you need to just watch yo mouth... Hush...
• don't mess yo self up...
• Don't talk to them...  talk to Him... Just a li'l talk with Jesus makes it right
3. Stay favored.
• you are ALREADY favored... don't lose it!
• After the walking... Worshipping IS the key!!
• Shout before you get it... BEcauze WHO gave it to you... GOD!!!
• WHILE you worship... God IS WORKING.

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First... 40 years of walking to...

Second... 7 years of walking around...

Third... Now, walk in!!

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Miscellaneous Goals

This IS what i really wanna do

1. Discernment... Spiritual, Emotional, Financial
2. Play the Acoustic Spanish Guitar
• https://www.google.com/search?q=how+to+restring+a+guitar&rlz=1C1CHBF_enUS783US783&oq=how+to+restring+&aqs=chrome.0.0j69i57j0l4.6363j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8#kpvalbx=1
3. Be in a Music Video
4. Compete and win a ballroom dance competition... latin style
5. Long hair that is MINE!!
6. PhD Mechanical Engineering and inspire minorities... women and flavors alike
• robotics lab... work in one
• architecture degree... because its interesting and awesome
7. walk and talk with God in the cool of the day
1. be for real on one accord with GOD... like always
8. Fluent in Spanish and italian
9. Travel the World and the USA
• minimum 2 trips a year
10. Be independent of $$$ by maintaining more than enough
11. Be a MULTIMILLIONARE
• work from home until i can get my own office
12. Scholarship Fund for women by age group
• 20's... 25% of tuition
• 30's... 50% of tuition
• 40's... 75% of tuition
• 50's and beyond... get a full ride
13. Mentors for college students with MANDATORY bi-weekly check-in
• one meeting MUST be face to face!!
14. Churches for College Students -- reinforce or establish these programs
15. Set up trust fund for my family
• 1st time homeowners
• family improvement funds... biger houdsse for bigger family
• college for my descendents

2018

Thank you Lord for your transformational and resurrection power that I witness right now in the land of the living. I completed a 7 day absolute and then 3 day Daniel fast... I made I hrough and now I am DEFINITELY question ALL my food choices.

Lord, I submit to your Lordship as the head of my life. I pledge to speak and listen and listen to you daily. Thank you for changing me and making me a new creature.

Lord, I know that you are reconstructing my life, friendships, familyships and prayer life. Thank you so much for not letting me forget about you and how awesome you are.

Love you,
Queen♛Tee♛

Now... My company name options...
Shy Amazon Inc.
Meek Amazon Inc.
Humble Warrior Industries

Irma has left the region...

     I have endured another hurricane and ALL I can say is... I have WITNESSED a MIRACLE!! God has been so beyond good to us in Royal Palm Beach. God kept all hurt harm and danger from us and I am ETERNALLY grateful. God spared us and I am grateful.

     During this season of uncertainty, I have been asking God why does he want me to be a praise an worship leader? Why does he want me to be a minister? For What? What am I supposed to do? What am I supposed to tell these people. One thing I do know... I will be honest. I will do what I have promised to do. I will be obedient. It's a little niggling feeling about my destiny... What am I here for? What is my ministry? What in the world am I imparting to my daughter?

One day... at home depot... I was talking to the cashier and she said that I should look into deliverance ministry... so... I'll look into it... but if it ain't it... learning about it didn't hurt.

Update...

I'm attending ministry school at OKISOM through OKI... which is, also, my home church... I auditioned and am a faithful member of the praise and worship ministry. Also... need to make up class and get the credit before the summer semester starts to rekindle my financial aid agreement.. AND... i am still seeking and yearning to walk with God and commune with Him like Enoch and Noah did. OOO... i got new Bibles... One for Veronica and Two for me... awesome sale prices.

Hello 2017...

Meet my new body... This is how my stomach and silhouette will be by Christmas 2017. 💯💯💯

My Legacy

i can be another
single
black
mother
with food stamps...

however... i choose abundant life and reject mediocrity and selfishness.

W.E.B. DuBois' legacy will not die on MY watch

God is my helper... With EVERYTHING!!

I am in awe of how God has opened my mind to understand and apply the concepts in my classes... My physics foundations are not a hinderance at all.. It is an asset and exquisite expensive accessory. Thank you LORD.

ALSO... There are 2 interviews lined up for me in this upcoming week... Thank you God for the opportunity.

God BLESSED Me!!

I will keep my car!! GOD BLESSED me. I received over $700 in child support!! Praise GOD from whim ALL BLESSINGS flow! I may be employed next week!!

December 13, 2015

Faith without works is DEAD!
Is you working your faith?

Everyday... I swear GOD is confirming what he wants me to do... The beauty and beast is that it will be by faith... Faith is the only thing that will bring my/your/our destiny/purpose to pass!!

We walk by faith and NOT by sight!!

Faith...how you do dat dere... Faith

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Moses spoke to the people: “Don’t be afraid. Stand firm and watch God do his work of salvation for you today. Take a good look at the Egyptians today for you’re never going to see them again. God will fight the battle for you. And you? You keep your mouths shut!” God said to Moses: “Why cry out to me? Speak to the Israelites. Order them to get moving. Hold your staff high and stretch your hand out over the sea: Split the sea! The Israelites will walk through the sea on dry ground. “Meanwhile I’ll make sure the Egyptians keep up their stubborn chase—I’ll use Pharaoh and his entire army, his chariots and horsemen, to put my Glory on display so that the Egyptians will realize that I am God .”
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Exodus 14:13-18 MSG
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#dreamsdocometrue

My Brother

Yesterday... I met up with my cousin because I had left my phone's case... Afterwards, I tried to go to Dave & Buster's but they were already closing up... The dude working there recommended the Ale House nearby. I went there to get a drink or two... To maybe get a li'l buzz and go home.

     So... I went up in there to have my drinks and possibly a comfortable conversation with a fellow human being. I met Gary. He seemed cool and sweet and approachable. We talked... Pretty innocuous conversation.

18Yet I have left me seven thousand in Israel, all the knees which have not bowed unto Baal, and every mouth which hath not kissed him.

God BLESSED Me!!

I will keep my car!! GOD BLESSED me. I received over $700 in child support!! Praise GOD from whom ALL BLESSINGS flow! I may be employed next week!!

Updates

Lord, you are good and your mercy endureth forever. I am sitting in awe of what God has done and is yet doing in my life. I am asking HIM and HIM alone what shall I do? What steps should I take? What move should I make? I have been unemployed since June 6, 2015. I am in need of God's guidance. I am requesting my 401k to be cashed out to cover my bills and other expenses. I may lose my car and apartment, but I am waiting on the Lord and looking and searching for employment. I interviewed at Comcast, however, the training doesn't begin until October 12. Right now, I am looking at moving back home with my parents and going to FAU full time while looking for a job. God has already told me that the crying out in pain and anguish is over!!! I am still looking for work and YET I am happy that GOD IS WITH ME.

Yesterday's Sermon... Recapped by Bishop Jakes

word of request is something DELIGHTFUL

A word of command!! ...not so much...

You may miss a miracle Cuz you like requests BUT God makes a demand!! Forget them lil insignificant feelings.

Respect words of command!

#1-Righteous Request
#2-Remarkable Reach
#3-Ridiculous Results