This is a day in the life of a "recovering" eccentric sluggard or perhaps perfectionist. It is a miracle I've come THIS far. I pray that with renewed strength, vigor and a 101% positive outlook, I will accomplish my heart’s goals... maybe with an "audience"... okay, implied accountability... I'll go further. Welcome.
Wednesday, October 25, 2023
still a fitness model
Sunday, October 15, 2023
Saturday, October 14, 2023
About this morning...
Friday, October 13, 2023
Good Morning Holy Spirit...
I woke up this morning with a strong desire to do something to help... in the world... I KNOW that I can pray so I am starting from there.
What can I do? I can pray.
I also has a dream... I got on the airplane with a with Toccoa without a ticket... we went to some Spanish speaking country... In the dream, they claimed Felicia Rashad as a citizen... the airplane suddenly started taking of and I was like... "They taking of with me in here?!... I don't have a ticket." I was thinking oh well... free trip for me. When we got there is was like we were in Nicaragua or San Salvador... the places with guerilla warfare back in the 80's.
I was walking around admiring the buildings and architecture and landscape, but something seemed off or hidden. People looked like they were working but weary and wary of what may happen soon. In my gut... I wanted to go home... Suddenly I was in a classroom like place and they were showing horrible imageson the smart board of lots of teenage people attacking... they were dressed like... the kids i've seen in iran and iraq in the 80's... lots of running and beating people up and raping women and girls if they could detect that they were women and girls... BUT LOTS AND LOTS of BEATINGS... savage beating with their hands and feet.
Instantly, i was like i need to get to the airport and leave... but i have no car and no money... and i must avoid these bad people disguised as teenagers having fun.
I asked someone where to go to get to the airport... after he told me where the airport was... everyone's face around me started to disappear. I was like blurry and no features... As I say that happening... i realized these no face people were trying to surround me and hold me. I start to run and then i broke away from them...
i started doing parkour to getaway from these "people"...whenever they tried to surround me... i would climb over them... i kNEW i could NOT let them get me... i kept running, climbing, hiding... then woke up... althrough the dream I KNEW i had super abilities that can help me get away... just as long as i don't give up
Saturday, October 7, 2023
Dream... Dream... Dream!!
So many dreams last night and the nights before... I ask that God brings them back to my remembrance as well as their interpretation.
THURSDAY NIGHT TO FRIDAY MORNING
I do remember a dream about me and Veronica in a "new house" or different big house... in raggedy neighborhood but big 3 bedroom house. As we were getting ready for bed, I noticed Veronica (an elementary school age-version of her) got into my bed. I saw some familiar looking guy in a bedroom of the house. He was like... "I came here to help ya'll out and make sure ya'll safe." This did not make sense to me but, I didn't ask him to leave. This was strange because in my mind I was thinking... who is this? how did he get in? why is he here? who is gonna be here when he is here? what if Veronica comes home from school and he is there? Even with these thoughts, I did not ask him to leave. I did notice he was on the phone with someone before I went to bed. I thought it was his girlfriend.
Veronica slept in the bed with me. In the morning, the police were ALL OVER my house. That guy had been chopped up and murdered in my home!!!!!!!!!! They were putting the cubic pieces of him into a clear plastic evidence bag. No police questioned me. No one even tried to talk to me about what happened to that dude.
My interpretation: God eliminated a familiar spirit in my life... No spirit husband or evil covenant for me and my house. Thank you Lord.
Two days later... I was dream about traveling with friends and family. A lot of good natured fun when a gentleman that I lust after showed up in my dream. He tried to take me somewhere to be intimate and I CAUGHT MYSELF IN THE DREAM!!!!!!! I said I will NOT sin or be impure or dishonor God. I will not restore ANY EVIL COVENANT!! This "guy" was trying to get me to have sex and just "let go" and "enjoy" NO SIR!!!!!!!!
I renounce this dream in the NAME of Jesus. I repent from all unclean desires and sin in Jesus Name. I break EVERY evil covenant. I MAKE A PUBLIC DECLARATION!!!!!! I am in covenant with Jesus Christ ALONE!
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