still a fitness model

What I want to do with my life.... There are a few things that I have not changed my mind about. I want to be in the best shape possible. I want to have my full range of flexibility and I want my muscles to be fully toned. I do not want to feel old and sad and stiff and broken down. I will be a fitness model. I will be dedicated to the exercise regimen. I'll be dedicated to eating healthy and drinking water. I'll be dedicated to traveling and enjoying my life too!

Lord... Cleanse My Bloodline🙏🙏🙏

About this morning...

So, this morning when I woke up I was listening to a YouTube message. The strange thing about it was that it was a message that I almost had listened to another time. It was called like how to have a yoke breaking anointing or something like that...

Here's the link to the video I saw this morning 🌄

I thank God for confirming that it's not too late... and how to follow God... and how to overcome fear... Prosperity is for ME!! EVERYTHING IS WORKING FOR MY GOOD.

I am also a watchman on the tower. I need to be a cheetah 🐆... The cheetah I am runs so fast... 50% on the ground... 50% in the air... Which means... I must spend MORE AND MOST of my time in the spirit.

Nothing is possible in the spirit... God can and will and does accelerate folks... His children... This includes me... A long wait is not always a delay... But... No matter what I must be:

1. Passionate

2. Compassionate

3. Aggressive

4. Holy

5. Humble... Pride kills and God resist the proud

6. No thing is IMPOSSIBLE 

👍1828 Webster Dictionary

👍The Passion Translation

...the NIV is leaving out scriptures... Beware... "Nearly Inspired Version" 😆

Any translation that cancels out the power of God ain't it.

Dr. Kevin Sadai👀👀👀

Good Morning Holy Spirit...

 I woke up this morning with a strong desire to do something to help... in the world... I KNOW that I can pray so I am starting from there.

What can I do? I can pray.

I also has a dream... I got on the airplane with a with Toccoa without a ticket... we went to some Spanish speaking country... In the dream, they claimed Felicia Rashad as a citizen... the airplane suddenly started taking of and I was like... "They taking of with me in here?!... I don't have a ticket." I was thinking oh well... free trip for me. When we got there is was like we were in Nicaragua or San Salvador... the places with guerilla warfare back in the 80's. 

I was walking around admiring the buildings and architecture and landscape, but something seemed off or hidden. People looked like they were working but weary and wary of what may happen soon. In my gut... I wanted to go home... Suddenly I was in a classroom like place and they were showing horrible imageson the smart board of lots of teenage people attacking... they were dressed like... the kids i've seen in iran and iraq in the 80's... lots of running and beating people up and raping women and girls if they could detect that they were women and girls... BUT LOTS AND LOTS of BEATINGS... savage beating with their hands and feet.

Instantly,  i was like i need to get to the airport and leave... but i have no car and no money... and i must avoid these bad people disguised as teenagers having fun.

I asked someone where to go to get to the airport... after he told me where the airport was... everyone's face around me started to disappear. I was like blurry and no features... As I say that happening... i realized these no face people were trying to surround me and hold me. I start to run and then i broke away from them...

i started doing parkour to getaway from these "people"...whenever they tried to surround me... i would climb over them... i kNEW i could NOT let them get me... i kept running, climbing, hiding... then woke up... althrough the dream I KNEW i had super abilities that can help me get away... just as long as i don't give up

Dream... Dream... Dream!!

So many dreams last night and the nights before... I ask that God brings them back to my remembrance as well as their interpretation.

THURSDAY NIGHT TO FRIDAY MORNING 

   I do remember a dream about me and Veronica in a "new house" or different big house... in raggedy neighborhood but big 3 bedroom house. As we were getting ready for bed, I noticed Veronica (an elementary school age-version of her) got into my bed. I saw some familiar looking guy in a bedroom of the house. He was like... "I came here to help ya'll out and make sure ya'll safe." This did not make sense to me but, I didn't ask him to leave. This was strange because in my mind I was thinking... who is this? how did he get in? why is he here? who is gonna be here when he is here? what if Veronica comes home from school and he is there? Even with these thoughts, I did not ask him to leave. I did notice he was on the phone with someone before I went to bed. I thought it was his girlfriend.

    Veronica slept in the bed with me. In the morning, the police were ALL OVER my house. That guy had been chopped up and murdered in my home!!!!!!!!!! They were putting the cubic pieces of him into a clear plastic evidence bag. No police questioned me. No one even tried to talk to me about what happened to that dude.

My interpretation: God eliminated a familiar spirit in my life... No spirit husband or evil covenant for me and my house. Thank you Lord.

Two days later... I was dream about traveling with friends and family. A lot of good natured fun when a gentleman that I lust after showed up in my dream. He tried to take me somewhere to be intimate and I CAUGHT MYSELF IN THE DREAM!!!!!!! I said I will NOT sin or be impure or dishonor God. I will not restore ANY EVIL COVENANT!! This "guy" was trying to get me to have sex and just "let go" and "enjoy" NO SIR!!!!!!!!

I renounce this dream in the NAME of Jesus. I repent from all unclean desires and sin in Jesus Name. I break EVERY evil covenant. I MAKE A PUBLIC DECLARATION!!!!!! I am in covenant with Jesus Christ ALONE!

Check Out this Video: https://www.youtube.com/live/F74ZljJCTO8?si=et5Nf-epUmtvYRCv

Lord... hear my 🙏

 Dear God,

I really deeply and truly desire to be fully yielded to your will. Please... show me what I must change to be obedient and useful to you for the rest of my life.

Sincerely Yours,

Tee

The People Pillar... Relationships That Matter...

So... as part of "Pillar Master 2023" we are learning, exploring and being authentic about the relationships we are a part of and how to cultivate the good and dethrone the distractions. Every relationship has meaning and value.

To be completely transparent... I have NOT been trusting ANYONE... for a while and I am ready to trust... little by little I am being honest about what I really want.

1. I want a man with a great sense of humor

2. A man who is PRE-saved and has a relationship with The Father, Son and Holy Ghost

3. A man who is intelligent in what he does...

4. A man who is loving and kind

5. A man who likes to travel and willing to teach and show me things

6. A man in great shape mentally, physically, emotionally and financially

7. A man of faith who hears and obeys God... the priest of my home

With prayer and supplication... I am making my requests KNOWN unto God.

2023... stepping into the Bigger, Better, Braver Me... with God

        So... I have been in a few courses and I am currently in Pillar Mastery with Patrice... and yo... so much is happening in my life and in my perspective and I am grateful to God for every mountain, molehill and misunderstanding... but i know that I will success in FAITH. I am succeeding because... I believe in God and He has ordained for me to be MORE that what I have been the last 10+ 10+ years. 

      A lot has happened since I've last posted in my digital diary... I have started a podcast. I am eating healthier that I ever have in my whole life... raw and uncooked foods for lunch EVERY time I eat lunch. I am getting ready to become a Clinical Ed. Mentor for teachers and... I will be moving SOON.

     I am open to marriage... as long as Father God, Thee Holy Spirit and Jesus... my ONLY big brother is guiding me.

Working on my grad school applications...

So... i have a few more areas to complete before i am done with my first grad school application

Who do I REALLY want to be?

The OLD Tina is dead... she is loved and missed but... evolving into the realest she will ever be.

So... I am a member of masterminds because... I am becoming the real... Authentic Me

1. Female Entrepreneur Association ≈ $50/month
2. The Destiny Collective ≈ $50/month
3. The 48 Days Eagles ≈ $50/month

aaand... I am an avid reader and listener and learner

PODCASTS I'm Loving

• 48 days to the work and life you love
• the purpose show
• Redefining Wealth
• Sisterhood of Sweat

Books I've Read... and Listened to...This Year... So Far

• Go-Giver Marriage by John David and Ana Gabriel Mann
• The Go-Giver: A Little Story about a Powerful Business Idea by John David Mann and Bob Burg
• Why most books on how to get a PhD are full of mess by John Hockey

Here is a mini map to becoming the BEST me ever... (thanks Allie)

• Month One

• align your morning with who you are becoming...
• what does she need? 
• what does she accomplish in the morning? 
• what does she value?
• how often does she read?
• what does she read?

• Month Two

• align your body with who you are becoming
• how hydrated is she?
• what does she eat? why?
• what are her hormone and vitamin levels? 
• how often does she get her blood work REALLY checked??
• how often does she exercise?
• does she use weights?
• why is her physique and why?

• Month Three

• align your environment with who you are becoming
• do her clothes reflect HER NOW... or then...
• old and dusty stuff?
• what's her style?
• no clutter or excess mess