Dear God... Your Will Be Done...

🔆so... I'm glad that my God has me and keeps me in the Palm of HIS ✋!!
🔆 Lord, I guess it's time to just pick up and go somewhere else... Veronica is graduating from elementary school this year... I would love to relocate💯💯💯
🔆Being honest... Maybe John Gray Nem church... Winner's Church?
🔆 God... I am going to start exercising regularly!! ...as well as meditation and prayer... I want to hear and obey... Everyday!

Help

Today was BOOONKEY. I was annoyed at the lateness of the other members. I was 💯 uncomfortable with how u was to lead... I don't get it... But... I'll be obedient. I was unsure of the worship song... Because I didnt want to pick the wrong song...

I am at the same brick wall I always hit.
What you mean God where God is leading???
I have never been sure of ANYTHING like that...
Pray more... Okay... Just Pray More...

Where is everyone???

Pet-ential

so... I've always wanted a dog or two... as an adult this dream almost cam true but my dog was a little to vicious... i had to place him up for adoption.. sad face... but... i am READY!!

Habits... its changing time!!!

examine yourselves... learn your triggers and change behaviors!!
replace your rewards with positivity instead of negativity!!

Mind, Body and Soul

Apparel and products to feed the mind, body and soul... MBΣ, Inc... i will design and make what i like and share it with others!!
I Love to wear boat neck sweaters, unfinished neck sweatshirts, candles, stationary, pens, scarfs, hats, earring, jewelry:

• M - Mind - My - Mediate   - Manifest
• B  - Body - Best - Breathe   - Build
• Σ  - Soul  - Self - Satisfaction - Support

2020 Vision!!!

THIS is what the year 2020 will look like for me!! and HOW to make it so!!

Books i wanna read that AINT been written

• how to get the BEST and REALEST relationship with God
• my hair really aint grow for 10year... BUTT NOW!! (pun intended)
• how to stay grounded in individuallity and still embrace others
• i NEED a job now... but i want a career later... like next year…
• how to get PPO dental and other awersome health coverage... with $
• i hear GOD... do you
• how I KNOW GOD said to do it
• i love my child... but she need help
• how to struture your childs life without ENDING yours
• your child is NOT more important, precious, special, deserving, better, worthy than You
• you dont die cuz your child are born
• YOU MATTER... CUZ (i said so)
• daily positive affirmation give
• one from me... and then one from you
• living as a single christian... and i aint bitter or wishing for a "better" life
• who to be young, saved and NOT bored on the weekends!!

Website Editor... job specs

Description 

• Travelzoo is a global media commerce company. 
• With 25 offices and more than 28 million members in Asia Pacific, Europe and North America, 

 The Website Editor (Publisher) will 

• oversee the Company's responsive website. 
• This role will collaborate with teams to enhance the user experience and drive engagement. Candidates for this position should possess 
• previous experience managing websites. The ideal candidate will have a
• keen eye for detail and deep analytics expertise. This individual will 
• provide continuous feedback and work closely with the Publishing and Product teams to ensure a seamless user experience for Travelzoo members. 

 Responsibilities include but not limited to:

• Manage and monitor Travelzoo website, mobile applications, tags, and quick links 
• Update Travelzoo homepages daily and build custom pages for specific campaigns
• Responsible for QA testing and coordination of monthly meetings with product team for website enhancements and upgrades
• Proactively measure and understand how the audience interacts with Travelzoo’s website; perform data-driven prioritization of features that meet audience needs
• Understand role of Publishing staff; act as a backup on an as-needed basis

 Requirements

• 4 year degree in Journalism or related field; Master’s degree preferred 
• 5+ years managing a website
• Working knowledge of Google Analytics, Tableu, and blogging platform required
• User focused mentality; should have a critical eye and high standards
• Strong interpersonal skills and ability to work effectively with teams across the company
• Combination of creative and analytical skills
• Ability to manage time and multi-task under tight deadlines 

 We offer:

• Competitive salary and benefits
• Medical, Dental and Vision • 401(k) plan • Entrepreneurial culture with global career development opportunities
• Travel perks, including an annual stipend and extra vacation days to experience
•  Travelzoo's deals If you are a globally-minded professional who thrives in a collaborative environment and values a meaningful career, then we want to work with you! 

i just wanna

• play guitar... bass guitar too
• sew all of my cool and cute clothes
• knit sweaters and mottens and scarfs for friends and family
• dance again... help
• be in the best physical/spiritual shape of my life
• paint

Business Mogul - Me!

i need a venue that i can use peerspace or something else to rent it out!!
i need a home that i can rent as well...

God's Rhema Word

How do I know it's my time?? (St. Paul MBC in Delray Bch, FL)

1. Stay faithful... In HIS Word
• "They" can't see it cuz God wasn't talking to them
• Talk and to the HIM
2. Stay focused.
• walk in HIS Word and don't worry about the results
• we walking to change us... Not our circumstances
• God is getting me ready for the blessing.
• are you comfortable in your crisis? Are you a coping? or a conquering?
• sometimes you need to just watch yo mouth... Hush...
• don't mess yo self up...
• Don't talk to them...  talk to Him... Just a li'l talk with Jesus makes it right
3. Stay favored.
• you are ALREADY favored... don't lose it!
• After the walking... Worshipping IS the key!!
• Shout before you get it... BEcauze WHO gave it to you... GOD!!!
• WHILE you worship... God IS WORKING.

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First... 40 years of walking to...

Second... 7 years of walking around...

Third... Now, walk in!!

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No More Sodas... but... I want SNACKS... please. =)

Common Obstacles

• Too busy in the morning (for breakfast) or evening (for dinner)
• You’re starving, and you cave in, and look for something convenient
• You don’t have time to plan meals or shop for a lot of things
• struggling to learn how to eat all unprocessed, healthy foods
• You have to eat out at work, often more than once
• You don’t plan ahead to have healthy foods in the house
• Other things seem more important, so you don’t spend the time or energy on healthy food
• Shopping just seems too hard, where to you find this "BETTER" — you don’t have the energy for it

https://zenhabits.net/no-time-healthy-eating/

How i Want to Live out my healtyhy eating lifestyle

1. No meal planning
2. No extensive grocery shopping
3. No new recipes or cooking techniques to learn
4. If you need to eat out, you should be able to
5. When you’re hungry, you should be able to eat something convenient

Sounds too good too be true... but... i'm going to do it!!

How to Start Out

• This month, you should pick one of these healthy alternatives each week:
• Drink water
• Drink tea (any kind, but unsweetened)
• Eat veggies as a snack (with hummus if you like) – carrots, broccoli pieces, cauliflower
• Eat fruits & raw nuts as a snack
• Have fruit or a vegetable as a side dish during one of your meals
• Add some nuts, berries and/or ground flaxseeds to your usual breakfast (cereal or oats, for example)

Marriage...

so... i'm going to be be brutally honest with myself on this one. As a child, i figured I'd

1. goto college
2. get a really cool awesome job that pays $$$$$$$
3. meet a really nice and handsome guy
4. get married
5. get EXTRA $$$$$ together
6. have 5 sons

my reality... is... different

1. goto college... 
• but I didn't finish till 10 years  later... and not in the degree i really wanted
2. I've had cool internships that paid $$$
• no job to this date has been really cool or awesome
• and the pay was just enough to no panhandle... but i AM tempted
• DREAM ABOUT HOW TO... get a really cool awesome job that pays $$$$$$$
3. meet a really nice and handsome guy
4. I've meet nice and handsome guys...
• but they had different religious beliefs and that's important to ME
• the had a plethora of other women, girls and men? in the background and foreground
5. get married
• NOPE... the people who asked were WAaaaaaaAaaaay... too desparate
• or... were already married... they left that detail out... my fault for not asking... of course
6. get EXTRA $$$$$ together
• gotta wait for #5... there is still hope for this one
7. have 5 sons
• WELL... i have 1 daughter... 'nuff 'said

...and now... i wonder if marriage is even for me? i would like to be a part of the marriage isotope that works... but i have a growing suspision... it may not happen... and i'm good... i just need to work on the existing relationships I have and feed and nurture those. 

Miscellaneous Goals

This IS what i really wanna do

1. Discernment... Spiritual, Emotional, Financial
2. Play the Acoustic Spanish Guitar
• https://www.google.com/search?q=how+to+restring+a+guitar&rlz=1C1CHBF_enUS783US783&oq=how+to+restring+&aqs=chrome.0.0j69i57j0l4.6363j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8#kpvalbx=1
3. Be in a Music Video
4. Compete and win a ballroom dance competition... latin style
5. Long hair that is MINE!!
6. PhD Mechanical Engineering and inspire minorities... women and flavors alike
• robotics lab... work in one
• architecture degree... because its interesting and awesome
7. walk and talk with God in the cool of the day
1. be for real on one accord with GOD... like always
8. Fluent in Spanish and italian
9. Travel the World and the USA
• minimum 2 trips a year
10. Be independent of $$$ by maintaining more than enough
11. Be a MULTIMILLIONARE
• work from home until i can get my own office
12. Scholarship Fund for women by age group
• 20's... 25% of tuition
• 30's... 50% of tuition
• 40's... 75% of tuition
• 50's and beyond... get a full ride
13. Mentors for college students with MANDATORY bi-weekly check-in
• one meeting MUST be face to face!!
14. Churches for College Students -- reinforce or establish these programs
15. Set up trust fund for my family
• 1st time homeowners
• family improvement funds... biger houdsse for bigger family
• college for my descendents

The Modesto Manifesto

Here are the four key components of the Modesto Manifesto, along with notes that Cliff Barrows jotted down in their meeting:

1. Honesty: "It was resolved that all communications to media and to the church would not be inflated or exaggerated. The size of crowds and the number of inquirers would not be embellished for the sake of making -BGEA- look better."

2. Integrity: "It was resolved that financial matters would be submitted to a board of directors for review and facilitation of expenditures. Every local crusade would maintain a policy of 'open books' and publish a record of where and how monies were spent."

3. Purity: "It was resolved that members of the team would pay close attention to avoiding temptation—never being alone with another woman, remaining accountable to one another, etc. A practice of keeping wives informed of their activities on the road and helping them feel a part of any and all crusades they undertook would be encouraged."

4. Humility: "It was resolved that members of the team were never to speak badly of another Christian minister, regardless of his denominational affiliation or differing theological views and practices. The mission of evangelism includes strengthening the body of Christ as well as building it!"

Consulting Engineer... mucho más oportunidades

i do not want to be limited in what i do... yes i need a focus... but there i nothing i cannot do... i CAN'T limit myself... and i WON'T... here a a few opportunities to consider

1. rent a room or two in my house to finance my house... why not??
• https://www.airbnb.com
• someone is actually renting a tent in their backyard for $10/night... awesome
2. rent out my office space... my building space... and finance my dreams
3. website design and maintainence
4. to be continued

My Realest Really Real 🙏Prayer🙏

https://youtu.be/xUT4trsrBCw

God... My ever present help...

I was... Freaking Out inwardly... Because I could not find my headphones... I kept retracing my steps because I use them EVERYDAY. I decided to just calm down and use the ones u have... Yes... I have a backup pair... But I have just an eighteenth of an ounce of love for them... Anywho... I sat down to write my daily confessions and affirmations... And I found them... THANK YOU GOD. I didn't have to waste gas or spend money on something I already have. Thank you Lord. I really appreciate finding them.🎧

it's time to show up for the fight!!

its time to show up for the fight... and let GOD do what he does BEST... WIN

• fighting my enemy and my inner me

hear my prayer

Lord, praise and worship rehearsal was very anticlimactic... i was on time at 6pm... but no one else arrived until after i called them... so... i called at 6:20... they arrived at 6:40... i addressed a few issues... with standing in the corner due to corded microphones and being on time for service which means 9:30am for everyone... including myself. there was some defensiveness and qite a bit of reminiscing about what used to be done... i didn't like that because i was NOT here for the how it used to be stuff... i was allowed to just sing with  them whenever... but it felt different... at S. Ave.
Lord, fight this battle for me.