🎶🎶🎶Baby I'm Back!!

Today... missed church, but listened to my daughter and then YOUversion MSG read the Bible. Yo... i am NOT giving up!!! 

Yo... i am 46 years old and I don't have what I though I would at this age... so... hmmmm... I'm going to keep fasting, praying and being consistent. This consistency journey has been EYE opening. I can see where i have NOT made connects in life because I stopped.

• I could be fluent in español... if I practices 3 times a week, but I stopped.

• I could have received my PhD in Mechanical Engineering if I had not stopped.

• I could have the ballet/fitness model/400m hurdler physique I want... if I had started!!

• I believe my relationship with GOD would be SO MUCH MORE... if I stop stopping.

• I would have digital products, e-courses and e-books if I stop stopping.

• My podcast would be consistent if I stop stopping.

• I would have a REAL blog if I stopped stopping.

• I would have completed many purchased e-courses if I had STOPPED STOPPING.

So... I am going to write the vision and make it plain... print it out and place it everywhere. To see and do... I will be detailed and GO TO GOD FIRST... I do not like feeling like I've wasted my life and skills and talents... Lord, help me.

I did the VISION STORY COURSE... while i was a member of the 48 days community and I WILL be revisiting it. This is my Write the Vision and Make it Plain Pathway... Due to an impending Black Out... I will be printing it out so I can do it with fidelity.

Lord God, please do not let me waste my life, years and talents running after the cares of life and NEVER abiding in your presence or fulfilling YOUR mandates for my life. Please, help me Lord. I do not want to waste my life, abilities, talents, gifts or anything else. I want what you want for me Lord.

I woke up feeling hopeless, useless and impotent

 Y'all... I am still on the journey to the Billionaire Business Babe lifestyle... I am choosing more than ever to REALLY SEEK GOD'S VOICE. I... Just know in my heart, my mind, my spirit that God can talk to me. God does talk to me. God wants to talk to me. I have been feeling like a lazy no good hoarder of talents.

I woke up feeling like I have wasted my life... And talents 

I feel like I'm not successful because...

1. I'm not married 
2. I don't have a house
3. I'm not rich yet
4. I haven't really solidified a product for my business to sell
5. Consistent with my podcast
6. Quit teaching and started to work from home
7. I don't work from home
8. I don't have a large savings account
9. I don't have my PhD
10. I'm not a college professor 
11. I'm don't hear God like I want
12. I don't have a good Morning routine 

On the contrary, I feel great about...

1. having a great car (God did it)
2. Veronica's relationship and fire for God (God did it)
3. Traveling a lot this summer with 🍏 and to visit family (God financed it)
4. Veronica's senior pictures are gorgeous (God financed it)
5. I am walking 10,000 steps a day... Almost every day (God empowers me)
6. Actively pursuing my health journey 
7. My YouTube channel has over 191 videos (God empowers)

My priorities for remainder of 2024

1. Create morning routine that honors God and reinforces my health
2. Complete Keys to Everything Book and implement keys
3. Complete MS/PhD Applications and sent them off!!
4. Complete KEU with fidelity
5. Complete year of the bride fast with fidelity
6. Complete $0 - $100k programs steps with fidelity
7. Microlocs Installation for Veronica and Myself
8. Make $1000 consistently each month

Lord, please help me. Please.

 Lord, I really wanna be supper close to you, not like how superfans wanna be close to their favorite comic book characters, but how kids wanna be by their dad. Please, continue to lead and guide me into ALL truth and I thank you for ALL you have ALREADY done... but I REALLY want and INTMATE relationship with you God, my daddy, my father, my source of comfort and friendship and safety. Thank you for hearing me.

#2024 RECORD BREAKING YEAR!!!!!!!

 i am not sure if i documented this yet but MAY HEAVEN and EARTH record this day that 2024 is THEE record breaking year for me in EVERY AREA of my life!!!

• my closeness to GOD ALMIGHTY will be increase so much because... I WANT HIM! ...and HE loves me.
• i will use my prayer language daily for at least 30mins
• i will read the Bible daily
• i will complete what I start
• i will count the cost!!

still a fitness model

What I want to do with my life.... There are a few things that I have not changed my mind about. I want to be in the best shape possible. I want to have my full range of flexibility and I want my muscles to be fully toned. I do not want to feel old and sad and stiff and broken down. I will be a fitness model. I will be dedicated to the exercise regimen. I'll be dedicated to eating healthy and drinking water. I'll be dedicated to traveling and enjoying my life too!

Lord... Cleanse My Bloodline🙏🙏🙏

About this morning...

So, this morning when I woke up I was listening to a YouTube message. The strange thing about it was that it was a message that I almost had listened to another time. It was called like how to have a yoke breaking anointing or something like that...

Here's the link to the video I saw this morning 🌄

I thank God for confirming that it's not too late... and how to follow God... and how to overcome fear... Prosperity is for ME!! EVERYTHING IS WORKING FOR MY GOOD.

I am also a watchman on the tower. I need to be a cheetah 🐆... The cheetah I am runs so fast... 50% on the ground... 50% in the air... Which means... I must spend MORE AND MOST of my time in the spirit.

Nothing is possible in the spirit... God can and will and does accelerate folks... His children... This includes me... A long wait is not always a delay... But... No matter what I must be:

1. Passionate

2. Compassionate

3. Aggressive

4. Holy

5. Humble... Pride kills and God resist the proud

6. No thing is IMPOSSIBLE 

👍1828 Webster Dictionary

👍The Passion Translation

...the NIV is leaving out scriptures... Beware... "Nearly Inspired Version" 😆

Any translation that cancels out the power of God ain't it.

Dr. Kevin Sadai👀👀👀

Good Morning Holy Spirit...

 I woke up this morning with a strong desire to do something to help... in the world... I KNOW that I can pray so I am starting from there.

What can I do? I can pray.

I also has a dream... I got on the airplane with a with Toccoa without a ticket... we went to some Spanish speaking country... In the dream, they claimed Felicia Rashad as a citizen... the airplane suddenly started taking of and I was like... "They taking of with me in here?!... I don't have a ticket." I was thinking oh well... free trip for me. When we got there is was like we were in Nicaragua or San Salvador... the places with guerilla warfare back in the 80's. 

I was walking around admiring the buildings and architecture and landscape, but something seemed off or hidden. People looked like they were working but weary and wary of what may happen soon. In my gut... I wanted to go home... Suddenly I was in a classroom like place and they were showing horrible imageson the smart board of lots of teenage people attacking... they were dressed like... the kids i've seen in iran and iraq in the 80's... lots of running and beating people up and raping women and girls if they could detect that they were women and girls... BUT LOTS AND LOTS of BEATINGS... savage beating with their hands and feet.

Instantly,  i was like i need to get to the airport and leave... but i have no car and no money... and i must avoid these bad people disguised as teenagers having fun.

I asked someone where to go to get to the airport... after he told me where the airport was... everyone's face around me started to disappear. I was like blurry and no features... As I say that happening... i realized these no face people were trying to surround me and hold me. I start to run and then i broke away from them...

i started doing parkour to getaway from these "people"...whenever they tried to surround me... i would climb over them... i kNEW i could NOT let them get me... i kept running, climbing, hiding... then woke up... althrough the dream I KNEW i had super abilities that can help me get away... just as long as i don't give up

Dream... Dream... Dream!!

So many dreams last night and the nights before... I ask that God brings them back to my remembrance as well as their interpretation.

THURSDAY NIGHT TO FRIDAY MORNING 

   I do remember a dream about me and Veronica in a "new house" or different big house... in raggedy neighborhood but big 3 bedroom house. As we were getting ready for bed, I noticed Veronica (an elementary school age-version of her) got into my bed. I saw some familiar looking guy in a bedroom of the house. He was like... "I came here to help ya'll out and make sure ya'll safe." This did not make sense to me but, I didn't ask him to leave. This was strange because in my mind I was thinking... who is this? how did he get in? why is he here? who is gonna be here when he is here? what if Veronica comes home from school and he is there? Even with these thoughts, I did not ask him to leave. I did notice he was on the phone with someone before I went to bed. I thought it was his girlfriend.

    Veronica slept in the bed with me. In the morning, the police were ALL OVER my house. That guy had been chopped up and murdered in my home!!!!!!!!!! They were putting the cubic pieces of him into a clear plastic evidence bag. No police questioned me. No one even tried to talk to me about what happened to that dude.

My interpretation: God eliminated a familiar spirit in my life... No spirit husband or evil covenant for me and my house. Thank you Lord.

Two days later... I was dream about traveling with friends and family. A lot of good natured fun when a gentleman that I lust after showed up in my dream. He tried to take me somewhere to be intimate and I CAUGHT MYSELF IN THE DREAM!!!!!!! I said I will NOT sin or be impure or dishonor God. I will not restore ANY EVIL COVENANT!! This "guy" was trying to get me to have sex and just "let go" and "enjoy" NO SIR!!!!!!!!

I renounce this dream in the NAME of Jesus. I repent from all unclean desires and sin in Jesus Name. I break EVERY evil covenant. I MAKE A PUBLIC DECLARATION!!!!!! I am in covenant with Jesus Christ ALONE!

Check Out this Video: https://www.youtube.com/live/F74ZljJCTO8?si=et5Nf-epUmtvYRCv

Lord... hear my 🙏

 Dear God,

I really deeply and truly desire to be fully yielded to your will. Please... show me what I must change to be obedient and useful to you for the rest of my life.

Sincerely Yours,

Tee

The People Pillar... Relationships That Matter...

So... as part of "Pillar Master 2023" we are learning, exploring and being authentic about the relationships we are a part of and how to cultivate the good and dethrone the distractions. Every relationship has meaning and value.

To be completely transparent... I have NOT been trusting ANYONE... for a while and I am ready to trust... little by little I am being honest about what I really want.

1. I want a man with a great sense of humor

2. A man who is PRE-saved and has a relationship with The Father, Son and Holy Ghost

3. A man who is intelligent in what he does...

4. A man who is loving and kind

5. A man who likes to travel and willing to teach and show me things

6. A man in great shape mentally, physically, emotionally and financially

7. A man of faith who hears and obeys God... the priest of my home

With prayer and supplication... I am making my requests KNOWN unto God.